Hi BIRDS
I share the BF'ing in public sentiment - not keen at all. A friend has reassured me that all you need to do is have a blanket at an angle so no one can see. However i'll still feel like i've got my boobs out in public. So i thought what about just expressing milk with my lovely looking (not) breast pump and using that for when out and about? Surely if a baby's hungry it won't mind if it's from a nipple or a bottle. I'm going to be living with my family and want them to get involved and feed the baby with breast milk, so using both methods seem fine don't they?
As for the anti milk formula/bottle brigade - they should just sod off with their opinions. Breast is best is just too vague a notion. A distressed mother is not best for a baby.
If i can't do the bf'ing thing I will not beat myself up about it. Being a good mother is not restricted to breastfeeding!
My boss is ratty today. Everything is 'everyone's fault' so i challenged him and said who do you mean by everyone? And he backed down. I'M NOT BEING HENPECKED AT WORK! GRRRRRRRRR
I have 9 weeks still to go before ML, which is 28 actual days. And 12 weeks for baby to turn up. Hurray for escaping from the office. I am pretty certain i won't come back here again - I'm actually emptying my desk right now of all non essential things!