Well, 4am wake up again. It's becoming like clockwork. I refuse to open my eyes for a while and pretend I'm still asleep but then I get thirsty, then I need the toilet, then it's pointless pretending I'm not wide awake...
I thought it was straightforward but I'm finding the food very confusing. I ate a slice of cheesecake at the weekend as I was totally thinking dessert not cheese, then felt guilty. And I ate a ham sandwich then read something about ham being out, but that seems to be an American thing? Eggs might be okay it seems the salmonella scare is over but they haven't released updated guidance yet. I checked that the feta in the fridge was pasteurised, but when we went out for a meal I nicked a couple of bits of feta from dh's starter and only thought later that I didn't know whether it was pasteurised or not.
rider I did wake up really hot this morning, not noticed it generally though. It was awful on the ivf stims though, proper soaking wet hot flushes.
Leo I'm on 400 progesterone x2 a day, 25mg of prednisolone, 0.4ml heparin injections, folic acid as folate and an intralipids drip every 4 weeks (started before downregging, last one this Friday). That's not all due to the ivf though, I've got factor v leiden thrombophilia and immune issues (nk cells and th1:th2 plus the mthfr gene) which may have caused the miscarriages.
fluffy maybe it's just so she can have longer to nosy in your house, check you don't live in some kind of health hazard
. My booking in appointment isn't until next Friday, if all is well I'll be 10 weeks by then and I'm worried that she'll struggle to get me booked in for my 12 week scan. I remember previously seeing the midwife at 7 weeks and she was all 'oh, you should have come earlier, it's going to be hard to get you a scan booked'. This is more so because DH got himself all stressed last night and cancelled his holiday with his mate because he realised it was the week I would be 12 weeks and he couldn't leave me. I'm going to feel so guilty if the scan isn't that week! I did tell him I wouldn't know for sure until next week, but he needed to book his flights last night so had to make a decision.