I'm at work. Grrrrrr. Baby thankfully bouncing about nicely!! Still freaked out. I should be relieved but am honestly freaked out and keep welling up.
Clearly I want this little person more than I realised!
Here at work til midnight. Asked hub to get me a tiny bottle of wine. (Please don't judge me). I don't actually drink so I think I will have 2 sips and be done. 
9 weeks left of work. Roll on mat leave!!!! Am sooooooo run down it's unreal!!!