Cole's thread for bereaved muumies: like the sands on the beach that never wash away. I watch over my surviving mum, who thinks of me each day.

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Welcome to our santuary and haven ladies.

Many thanks for Frasersmummy for passing the baton onto Cole and I. I am touched and hope I can do all our lo's justice.

For any people wanting to join, don't be shy. We cry, we rant, we smile, we laugh - whatever we feel like we need to do.

Thank you xxx

oh shabs, no ,thanks,she emailed me yesterday
please tell her shes in my thoughtsxx

As soon as I hear from her I will pass on your message my love.....think this is why I have felt so on edge and weird for a few days. He was doing so well....cancer is a revolting illness

I'm sending lots of liver and kidney improving vibes Trips dh's way. They are all in my thoughts.

Shabster - i saw your post about the quote from the book that your pen friend sent you, then the poem you shared, and i couldn't see thr keyboard through my tears to post a reply. I had to log off, and it's been on my mind most of the day - but in a good way - and i just wanted to say thank you.

Sending thoughts Triplets way from here too.

Dee - I put the quote from the book on especially for you. You did a great job putting the few fools right on Hazys thread.

Triplets DH is back on an ordinary ward. she is home....one of her RL playground friends and a MNetter has took her food and drink....angels walk amongst us my friends.

They have given Trips DH a 100% chance of survival but I think it will be a long road. Thank you all for your support.....it is so important. xxx

Good morning everyone

I am really pleased to hear about TRips dh Shabs , she must be so relieved .

Morning girls - everybody ok?

morning girlsxxx

Not bad thanks Shabs , birthdays always ring up memories and because all the family go ttogether wed it makes me think a lot about how old Harry would be ad where he would fit but all in all I am doing ok

How about you ? Are you still feeling weird ?

Slightly less weird thanks!!!

Know what you mean about family gatherings

Glad you are feeling a wee bit less weird , I will try and spell properly this time

Not entirely sure I am awake yet

Morning...........Am sooooooooooooglad about Trips dh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moring folks

Good luck at the Docs Everlong - be honest with him love - if you cry, you cry - so what. Will be thinking about you xx

Ooooohhh a tiny white feather has just landed on the computer desk maybe sent from a couple of little boys I know???

My Mum has been here a lot of this week decorating for me, she wont let me get involved and with my dyspraxia its probably wise!
Thankfully she has taken the paint away with her too, i still come out in a cold sweat when i remember Wilf undoing the paint tins in the garden four years ago...............
He was playing in the front garden and i had two plastic containers of cornflower blue paint by the front door, they were the ones that are like a paracetemol tub where you rip the tab off the side, i was sat listening to Desert Island Discs and the next thing i knew there was a bang on the window and Wilf was looking worried and beckoning me.........when i got out there i screamed! He had undone a tin of paint and WALKED IT UP AND DOWN MY TWO FRONT PATHS!!!
I was so so so angry........I was shouting and shouting and shouting,,,,,,,, the next thing i knew my neighbour (whos son has special needs) was leaning on the gate asking why i was shouting.... Now I hardly ever use the "f" word but i let fly and said that if she looked in my f...ing garden she could see what the f........ing problem was!
She was such a good neighbour she got me to ring her other son and he came round with the pressure washer and got it all off then put Wilf in his van and took him for a spin round the village! I put a bottle of wine in the cab of the van when i got back and he was furious with me. I said I didnt care and that he deserved it!! Its a wonder my hair isnt white!

This song is a current favourite of mine, it is being played on Radio 2 a lot.

uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Em4gKQSJA9I&feature=channel_page

Wilf makes me ROFL. xx

Sorry Lottie but that made me PMSL

When we were little I remember a friend of my mums was doing her house up and she had ordered a new 3 piece , well when it got there she wasn't sure about the colour and was wondering wether to swap it . Her little girl who must have been about 3 or 4 at the time tipped a whole tin of gloss paint on to it while mum was hanging out the washing .

When the mum came back the little one was just stood there with a big grin on her face thinking she had done mummy a wonderful favour

Everlong , I am glad your dr sounds like a good one . I went for cbt but it probably was a good yr after Harry . I found it really helpful . It hurts but it was a good hurt if that makes sense .

I too get the odd white feather and they always make me smile

Am glad I have made you smile!

Evening all.............Laxfields answer to Frank Spencer arrived home from school a little while ago! We are off to a beetle drive at the local sheltered housing tonight! he loves going to see everyone there! He doesnt go back to school till Tuesday morning as he has the hospital in London on Monday.