my son ended his life, can I tell you about him

[Goldenboysmum]

its 2 years since my boy Tony ended his life. I have no idea why. the police came in the early hours of Christmas morning to tell me.
He was only 27, strong, funny, kind and loved by so many people.

He was living in Australia, I thought he might settle there, he'd been travelling but loved Australia. He surprised me by coming home on my birthday in 2019, that was the last time I saw him.

I dont know what else to say, except I miss him so fucking much, the pain is unbearable and I just don't understand why.

I'm so sorry you are going through this, I have no words. Sending lots of love to you xxx

@Goldenboysmum, what a lovely photograph of your beautiful son. I am so sorry that he is no longer with you. You must miss him dreadfully. Would you like to tell us more about him? What was he like when he was growing up?

I'm so sorry for your loss, what a heartbreaking thing to go through.

I'm so so sorry.

Please talk to us about Tony, if you want to. I am so sorry for your loss

What a gorgeous boy. I would love to know more about him. I cannot imagine your pain.

That’s a lovely photo OP.

Thank you for telling us about him.

I am so sorry for your loss

I am so terribly sorry, your beautiful boy.

What a handsome boy!!

Sending lots of love to you & your family OP, I can't begin to imagine what you have been through.

I’m so sorry OP. He looks like a wonderful young man

He's beautiful I'm so sorry... I lost a good friend who took his own life and I understand the confusion anger and guilt making many other emotions that circle. I'm sure he would be incredibly proud of you x

What a lovely photo OP. I’m so sorry for your loss. What prompted the move to Australia? I’d love to hear more about him.

That's heartbreaking. So sorry to hear it. My husband's son took his own life twelve years ago now. We know why, but knowing why doesn't help with the pain. Many sympathies to you, OP. What a handsome young man he was.

I am.so sorry for your loss. My partner ended his life a year ago. It is awful having so many unanswered questions. The pain I know is sometimes unbearable. I am.sending u a big hand hold. Be kind to urself

No words just sending love to you.x

He surprised me by coming home on my birthday in 2019, that was the last time I saw him.

What a lovely thing for him to have done.

What a wonderful son - I'm so sorry op. Please tell us as much as you'd like x

Oh! He is beautiful! He looks cheeky and charismatic ❤️

I'm so sorry for your loss 💔

💐 for you and your boy OP Xx I’m so sorry Xx

So sorry he's no longer with you in body.

What a lovely young man, with such a beautiful smile.

I’m so sorry for your loss and the heartbreak. It’ll never be okay, but I wish you peace. May your heart and soul always feel his presence next to you.

Sending love to you OP ❤️❤️❤️

Op I have sent you a pm.

so, so sorry for your loss. the pain at this time of the year must be unimaginable.

So very sorry. Must be horrific to go through.