my son ended his life, can I tell you about him

[Goldenboysmum]

its 2 years since my boy Tony ended his life. I have no idea why. the police came in the early hours of Christmas morning to tell me.
He was only 27, strong, funny, kind and loved by so many people.

He was living in Australia, I thought he might settle there, he'd been travelling but loved Australia. He surprised me by coming home on my birthday in 2019, that was the last time I saw him.

I dont know what else to say, except I miss him so fucking much, the pain is unbearable and I just don't understand why.

@Goldenboysmum - my heart, soul and tears go out to you. I hear you.

What a lovely photo of your DS. He looks so proud of himself with his fish and the scenery around him looks idyllic.

There are no words but I wish there was was something I could say or do to make this heart wrenching pain go away. My teenage DS also took his life this year, and I often wonder why too. Life is so fckg unfair. And I know what you mean when some people say the most stupid and insensitive things too. No parent should ever have to go thought this.

Sending you much love.

OP,

This is a great story. We’re all on this board for the same reason and I would love to hear more about Tony