My beautiful baby

[Miami81]

That's it really. Heading to hospital this morning to have my baby girl induced. Her heartbeat stopped somewhere between Sunday night and Monday morning at 27 weeks and I just can't bear it. She was our joy and our sunshine after two miscarriages and now I have to say goodbye to her today and I just don't know where I am going to find the strength.

Hi @Alb1 and @JCleRoux
Thanks for your kind words. We are just battling through every day at the moment. Some days just feel so surreal. I still can’t believe that she was gone so quickly, I never got a chance to try and save her and I think that is what kills me totally. I just woke up that morning and thought oh dear she doesn’t seem to be moving. Even when I was on my way out to the hospital i was giving myself pep talks about being a worrier. I have started back to work slowly this week, whether that’s a good idea or not I just thought that it seemed like the right time for me. I hope you are both well.