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I cant help it, I need you lot, dp died yesterday, I cant stop seeing it, it hurts so much

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TrinityRhino · 11/05/2013 08:40

everything hurts, I cant close my eyes without seeing it happening
he collapsed at home
I did chest compressions till the ambulance came
they tried for ages but he was gone
I cant stop seeing it
my arms hurt, my heart hurts
I'm exhausted
I cant do this again

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 16:43

purplepillow is coming in about an hour

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AuntieMaggie · 13/05/2013 17:05

Trinity I am so sorry you are going through this again. I quietly cried with you last time and am sat here crying again. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and your girls xxx

Thumbwitch · 13/05/2013 17:12

Oh no, what a shame that your friend is so allergic to dogs, that's awful for her and you! :(

Glad purplepillow is coming though. And glad you've got a cheap xbox sorted for DD2, that will help - one less conflict to deal with. x

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered · 13/05/2013 17:22

Oh no! She was planning to be around for a while wasn't she?
Good you got the xbox.

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 17:34

yes she was going to stay for the long haul
its ok
her health is far more important obviously

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 17:58

its been 74 hours

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KittensandKids · 13/05/2013 18:04

You are coping so very well Trinity, he will be proud of you, how are the girls?

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 18:05

they are doing ok, losing themselves in games on the xbox at the mo and eating too many choccie biccies but

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crazynanna · 13/05/2013 18:11

sending you strength darling Trin x

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 18:14

purplepillow is here

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KittensandKids · 13/05/2013 18:16

Choccie biscuits are a necessity glad purple is with you!

chocmallow · 13/05/2013 18:27

Oh Trinity I am so sorry to see your post. Like many others I had to check the date (N/C LouMacca). My heart goes out to you and my thoughts are with you - life can be so cruel Sad Sending love and hugs x x

SauvignonBlanche · 13/05/2013 19:29

Hope you are all bearing up. Wish we could help more.

Hooleywhipper · 13/05/2013 19:44

I think you are fabulous. On our minds so much. Lots more love to you

Mouseface · 13/05/2013 19:51

Trin - do you want some games for them? My DD hardly EVER plays hers and is due a sort out.

I can send them to you if you FB me or PM me you address or someone else's of you don't want to give your's out darling.

BTW - Choccy biscuits are the staple diet of all things fabulous, and that would be you lot!

Love to you all xxxxx

SageBush · 13/05/2013 20:16

(Am a lurker who you don't know, but who knows of your journey of the past few years). I'm so, so sorry that this has happened. Sending you strength, love and peace. Cliff looks so warm and kind - I hope you can hold on to your happy memories of him. xx

BoyMeetsWorld · 13/05/2013 20:46

Oh dear god no :(

I remember your posts from before - it was around the time my darling dad died. I can't imagine pain like you must be feeling.

Just had to join the massive show of support - so glad you have people around you. Xx

EdgarAllanPond · 13/05/2013 20:51

Oh my God trinity

that's awful news, that's just not fair.

thoughts with you x

MrsWeasley · 13/05/2013 20:56

Oh Trinity I'm so sorry to here this. Sending Love and hugs to you and your family. xx

Jux · 13/05/2013 21:24

Trinity, I am so, so sorry. Thinking of you.

BumpingFuglies · 13/05/2013 21:43

Here with you again Trinity. Much love x

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TrinityRhino · 13/05/2013 21:58

Purplepillow here, I am awesome aftr all I actually managed to download the unlimited lives for Trinity from the link that nipersvest posted Grin

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OliviaMMumsnet · 13/05/2013 22:01

Just a note to let you know that all of us at HQ are thinking of you Trinity
Of course, we know many of you too know Trinity well, both on MN and off-board, but as you probably know, it's our policy to post this on any thread where there are mentions of donations:

We do advise all our members to be aware that not everyone on t'internet is who they say they are, and that, although we're awed daily by the astonishing support our members give each other through life's trickier twists and turns, we'd always caution anyone never to give more of themselves to another poster, emotionally or financially, than they can afford to spare.

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