I cant help it, I need you lot, dp died yesterday, I cant stop seeing it, it hurts so much

[TrinityRhino]

everything hurts, I cant close my eyes without seeing it happening
he collapsed at home
I did chest compressions till the ambulance came
they tried for ages but he was gone
I cant stop seeing it
my arms hurt, my heart hurts
I'm exhausted
I cant do this again

Trinity you dont know me ..but just want to say I am thinking of you and your children .
Your DP pics are so lovely . He is so happy on them and your words of love shine . Life has been very cruel to you .
Sending vibes of strength and comfort to you .x

Trinity I am so sorry.

Ive added another picture of him in his silly red hat
he had a problem ear that he had to keep the wind out of so his hat was always on his head outside

I always thought it was a silly looking thing but it was him

What lovely photos. You can feel what a lovely man he was. I've been thinking of you all day. Keep strong my love x

He looks like a lovely, lovely man.

trinity - thank you for sharing these x

Trinity those pictures are just wonderful. xx

It jumps off the screen that he was a gentle giant, such a happy looking man who your DCs clearly adored - Still bet he looked daft in the crocs though Trinity, its not fair xxxx

He looks very comfortable with himself which is always attractive.
I hope you get lots of help in the coming days, and that giraffes and purple let us know if there is anything we can do.

Love from not so sunny actuallybloodypissingdown Brighton!

Trinity, I am so sad and bloody angry for you. I couldn't believe it when I saw this and realised the date of the thread. I loved seeing the photos of dp and reading your stories about him. Keep talking and telling us everything. Sending you big big love.

In your photos, he looked so full of fun and kind and adored your girls.

x

Oh Trin.

He looks like my favorite sort of person, down to earth and fun.

You and your girls must have made him so happy.

Lovely photos. He looks like a lovely, kind, laughing man. So sad for you. Sending you all my sympathy and good wishes, Trinity x

Trinity I am so sorry. I remember your story & was so happy when you met DP as you seem like a lovely lady.

Thinking of you

Oh my word, I am so so sorry Trinity. I can't find the words to express how sorry I am for your loss. I hope you have friends and family around who can support you. Hugs to you xxx

I love the hat - and I love the leather jacket :).
Still thinking of you.

Have been thinking of you through today Trinity xxx

trinity, am so sorry, i remember what happened with your dh, am another who had to double check the date of this thread.

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What a lovely man. I don't 'know' you, Trinity, but you are in my thoughts so much at the moment. xxxxxxxxx

Trin - the pic of him with Gecko hanging off of him is my favourite (I love them all) because he looks so happy, as does DD1 in front of him :)

Such a gentle giant my darling lady. Great pic with the red hat too.

I hope that you are managing to eat, even if you go through all of the mint clubs, then so be it! xx

Love the picture with the hat - nought silly about it!
He looks so comfortable with your kids. I hope that with time you all will be able to feel what he gave your lives, rather than the loss of him not being there anymore.
I just wish you didn't need to make that adjustment .

Still thinking of you x.

I love the red hat photo. I think we can see why your precious big Bear was so special to you.
We're still thinking of you here Trinity. My daughters want me to tell you that they send all their love and sympathies too.
xxxxx

I'm so very sorry to read your tragic news Trinity x