I cant help it, I need you lot, dp died yesterday, I cant stop seeing it, it hurts so much

[TrinityRhino]

everything hurts, I cant close my eyes without seeing it happening
he collapsed at home
I did chest compressions till the ambulance came
they tried for ages but he was gone
I cant stop seeing it
my arms hurt, my heart hurts
I'm exhausted
I cant do this again

Trinity - I am so sorry to read this

Much love and strength to you all Xx

So sorry to hear this trinity. You don't know me but I want to offer another virtual hand to hold. Feel free to pm me and I can send you lives on candy crush.

Giraffes - you are a bloody star. You really are. I can't say it enough. Your support and Purple's has been remarkable, it's made me realise that in the face of such horrific grief, loss, hurt and numbness, there are others out there in the BigBadWorld are there for you, give up their time for you.

Trinity - I hope you don't mind but I posted a link to this thread on the BraveBabes Thread because I know that posters will want to come over to say something to you. You were a lovely passenger on the Buses :)

I'm just so sorry that you are facing the loss of your DP, I really am darling lady xx

Trinity it's me cheesesarnie.

Huge big hugs. I am truly saddened for you all.
I'm so glad to hear about the fantastic support that you and your children are receiving.

Love and thoughts Trinity....I can't pretend to have walked in your shoes, but my thoughts are with you.

So very very sorry for you Trinity I've posted on some of your threads before and you are a truly amazing person who did not deserve this at all.

(((((Hugs)))))) and for you xx

Trinity you don't know me but I wanted to say I'm so so sorry for your loss. Here's a hand to hold. x

I am very sorry o hear your sad sad news.

Look after yourself and the kids xx

Oh Trinity I'm so very sorry for your loss. He sounds like a wonderful man xx

Oh no! I also had to check the date. Trinity it is unbelievably shit. It just is. I have no words, but you and your girls are in my thoughts.
Keep on keeping on. X

Like a pp said I don't know you or your background or history but reading this I had to comment I am so terribly sorry for your loss there are no words.....my thoughts and prayers are with you and your children xxxxxx

I've been thinking of you all day, Trinity - so glad you have company, have been fed and have slept.

Purple and giraffes, you are both stars.

((Hugs to you all))

So so sorry to hear the news. I am off to light a wee candle for you and yours. Please know that all over the world people are thinking of you and sending virtual hugs x

Trinity, I send you and your children all my love. So sorry for you all. Which area are you in?

I'm so sorry for your loss Trinity, sometimes it seems like life chucks everything it can at some people, and it's not fair at all. Wishing you all the strength and love in the world.

Oh Trinity, I am so sorry for you and the girls.

Life is truly shit at times, you have all been through so much already and now this

Sending hugs, my thoughts and prayers are with you xxx

So so sorry to hear this news...you have all my sympathy and love.

I'm in Annan Dumfriesshire

:(

I am inexpessibly sorry for your loss.

Oh I'm too far to be of any use

I think I've added a photo on my profile of dp
I thought maybe you might want to see who I'm talking about
I'm having trouble finding decent photos

Oh Trin. I don't "know" you but those photos just made me cry.

Hugs my lovely. Hugs hugs.

Lovely pic Trin. So glad you have company.

Another oaldtimer nced, but I just can barely take in what I'm reading.
I'm so, so sorry trinity. You're in my thoughts.