I cant help it, I need you lot, dp died yesterday, I cant stop seeing it, it hurts so much

[TrinityRhino]

everything hurts, I cant close my eyes without seeing it happening
he collapsed at home
I did chest compressions till the ambulance came
they tried for ages but he was gone
I cant stop seeing it
my arms hurt, my heart hurts
I'm exhausted
I cant do this again

So, so sorry to see this , Trinity. Wishing you strength and comfort.

What a lucky man he was, to have been loved so much by you.

Bloody hell. This is awful.

So so sorry this has happened.

just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear this dreadful news Trinity. Hope you can get some comfort from those both close and far away (internet)

Oh Trin I had to check the date on this, I can't believe it. I'm so so sorry, life is a bitch sometimes. I remember you posting about that you'd met him some time ago, and that you were really happy.

I'm sorry, sending you giant from the clues family.

Oh Trinity. Life Is so cruel.

Oh Trinity , I'm soo sorry, for all of you. We're here as long as you need us x

My heart goes out to you and your family. Life is so, so cruel sometimes.

What awful news
Thinking of you and your family

I'm so sorry Trinity, your DP has always sounded a fabulous bloke. Massive hugs,from the TeWi house.

Of Trinity, I'm so so sorry. I'm another one who had to check the date, life can be so cruel.

Wishing you all the strength in the world to get through this

So very sorry to hear this, Trinity.

This is so awful. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I wish you much strength, good memories and steadfast friends.

Oh Trinity I am so so sorry. Such sadness for one family, life is so unfair.

Giraffes and purple, so glad you are there to give RL help - angels truly.

I am so sorry.

The images will fade, time will help, I'm 12 years on from similar with a close relative. So thankful you have wonderful people around to support you.

Take care of yourself. Love to you and your children.

So sorry to hear this Trinity. Another one here virtually holding you up.

So sorry. Wishing you strength and peace x

This is just unbelievable. Life can be really shitty- so so sorry Trinity but be strong and hug those lovely children of yours. He sounds like a wonderful man - hope you are wearing his ring.

((((((((((Trinity))))))))))

Oh you poor love. Thinking of you xx

Wishing you all the love in the world - I'm so so sorry for your loss xx

Trinity, I am so, so sorry. I can't believe you are going through this again. No words for you.

so so sorry for your loss trinity, you and your family will be in my prayers tonight.

I really have no words.

Trinity I am so sorry.

I don't know you, you don't know me. But if there was anything I could do (and if anyone else looking after you wants to contact people who can offer help and support) I would do it, whatever that might be.

Like I say, I have no words. I'll be thinking of you all.

Trinity I'm so sorry for your loss. Be kind to yourself and your family. I hope the shock fades soon.

((hugs))

How awful. Is there anything we can do?
Phone calls? Organising stuff?
Thinking of you all I'm so sorry.