I cant help it, I need you lot, dp died yesterday, I cant stop seeing it, it hurts so much

[TrinityRhino]

everything hurts, I cant close my eyes without seeing it happening
he collapsed at home
I did chest compressions till the ambulance came
they tried for ages but he was gone
I cant stop seeing it
my arms hurt, my heart hurts
I'm exhausted
I cant do this again

I'm so so sorry to read this Trinity, I started using MN about 4years ago, lurking mostly, and remember your story from then.
It's just horrendous that you and your girls have to go through this again.

oh no no no.
i can't believe life can be so f-ing cruel
i'm so sorry for your loss and for you and your girls to experience this awfulness again

it defies all sense that this world has any reason or rhyme

I'm so sorry for your loss, Trinity.

How unbelievably sad. I'm so so sorry for your loss. Remember you're stronger than you think but also that its natural and ok to be shocked, heartbroken etc.
lots of love xx

Oh Trinity.

Fucking bastard life.

SO, so sorry.

Words are not adequate to cover this.

As a friend of mine says....a huge big bucket of arse.

Biggest of squishy hugs to you & the girls xxxxx

Trinity, I really am very very sorry.

Oh darling xxx

Ps well done on doing chest compressions , remember you did all you could x

I cannot believe it...I am so,so sorry Trinity.Thinking of you all.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I'm crap at saying the right thing at the right time so I'll just send you these and say how terribly sad this is

Am so sorry :-( I don't k ow your story but its apparent from reading above . I will be thinking of you and your family and sending you love and support , I've shed a tear or two for you , I hope it's less you have to shed. Draw strength from your children and those around you

So very very sorry for your loss :(. He sounds like a wonderful man and that he loved you very much. Much love to you and your family xx

Jesus v long time lurker and occasional poster, I've heard of your back story Trin and just wanted to say how so so so sorry I am to hear your awful news.

Baby steps, we're all here for you, whenever you need us

How terrible. So so sorry x x x x

I am so so sorry to read this. I don't know what else to say other than that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

I am very sorry to see this. :(

thank you everyone.
giraffes and purple are both here now
they are both angels
ive managed some sleep
ive eaten sone of purples lovely spag bol

So sorry Trinity. Another one who had to check the date of the thread. Thinking of you and your family.

So sorry, life is so unfair :(

Glad you have friends/family to support you.

Xxx

Glad your friends are with you,Trin x

Glad your friends are there x

Oh trinity
Life really has been unfair to you.
Thinking of you xxxxx