I was desperate to vote Labour.
I couldn't vote Labour under Corbyn and I was delighted when Starmer won the leadership because I thought he was good on Brexit and seemed like an all round sensible person.
I am bitterly disappointed that he seems to be as under the thumb of the loony fringe as Corbyn was.
I also really used to rate David Lammy. Then he made that comment about women who need single sex spaces being "dinosaurs who hoard rights", and then I found out that he had made that comment despite having defended the rights of actual rights hoarding dinosaurs male aristocrats to not lose their hereditary titles and land if they change their legal sex to female. It made me realise that there is an astonishing amount of misogyny in the Labour Party which has clearly been hiding in plain sight all along, and once you see it, you can't unsee it.
The other left wing parties are no better and it has made me genuinely despair for both democracy and for women's rights in the UK.
But it won't get better unless we actually hold politicians to account over these views. It is not unreasonable to want a party in government which recognises that women exist as a class of biologically female people, that we need sex based rights such an equal pay and abortion, and that we should not be forced to share intimate spaces with men or allow them to compete in our sports just because people with gender identities are currently fashionable.