I would not beat yourself up over this ,,,you both are functioning adults and its normal behaviour ,,,My brother was a vicar he died age 57 and he always said ,,,,its just a job with good pay ,,,he had a lot of clergy friends as you would expect and he married another vicar she was also clergy and they had two children ,,,so obviously they had the act of lust and outcome and im sure apart from the two kids they had sexual fun before and after marriage ...my brother was single ...but he was gay man they have a right to have sex too ,,,he had brain bleed died instantly ..Regarding sex and the clergy i remember being 18 and i was in hospital for 3 months ,,,not ill but had psoriasis in those days ,,,im 58 now the treatments required hospital in patient so the vicar came to ward and when it was my turn to see him ,,,he was only young he asked me to come to his house and do some studies with him ,,,he even said he would bring me back in timme for ward door locked ,,,i was that shocked i said its ok thanks anyways,,,it was obvious what he wanted and also id never been on pill so one would hope i would not of got pregant ,,,looking back i regret not going i would of loved to marry a vicar they have beautiful homes champagne dinner parties even ex prime minister theresa may was a regular ,,,,i went off track i think there is no harm in what happened god knows we only get one shot at life take all the love lust and sex and cuddles you both wish ,,,im single 58 no kids ,,,i never met a Mr Darcy ,,im crossing my fingers that i experience good old jiggery Pokery before my time to have it ends and plus the fact i need a guy to justify my vagifem vage hormone pressaries for that smooth and glide motion