I'm scared

[Underthesea65]

I know there's no magical answer but I just need to get my thoughts out. Sorry. I'm terminally ill. I'm 38 with an amazing DH, one adult daughter and one nearly adult daughter (19 and 17). I've just spent three weeks in hospital getting blood transfusions and iron infusions and currently I head to the emergency day procedure every three days for more. I have scope tests amd another procedure next Sunday. I'm in agonising pain, even with the highest dose morphine. I can do nothing for myself. I can't stop crying. I know there's people in far worse positions than me but I'm just struggling so badly at the moment. I know this thread is completely pointless to everyone reading it, but I just needed to vent, sorry

Hope you are ok dear OP xx

Hope you're alright, I'm thinking of you 💕

Not a pointless post at all and no need to be sorry.

I can't even Imagine what you are going through.

Hope they find meds that give you some kind of comfort.

And like others have said. See if you can receive counselling to help sort your thoughts, which may bring comfort.

How are you feeling OP?
I got a Cadbury's Oreo bar today and thought of you!
X

@WandaWomblesaurus , I'm a little worried tbh. Hope she's ok.xx

You're so so brave.

Thinking of you.

Hope you're having a 'good' day.

Hugs x

Me too... hopefully they are sorting her meds out.

❤

Ye not like op to be absent this long. Hope everythings OK @Underthesea65 x

@Underthesea65 ,come on op, even give us a wee hand wave. That way we ll know Ur ok 🤗🤗🤗

She thanked me for my comment so she's still with us don't worry :) Hope she's feeling ok today x

And me. Thanks op that's comforting. Sending best wishes x

Big love today OP.
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@Underthesea65 thinking of you hen, we're all here if you need some love ❤

Hi all. Thank you all so much. Just a quick message to say sorry. I took really bad. Ended up with a severely blocked bowel. Operation didn't go as planned and I ended up in ICU. Still in hospital and slowly, very slowly getting some strength back. Will hopefully get speaking more soon. Love to you all

@Underthesea65 sorry to hear this. I hope you catch a break soon! X

Bless you dear @Underthesea65 may you feel better as very soon as is possible xx sending you many hugs

Have just read this thread, I wanted to say I hope you feel better soon. Sending lots of positive thoughts your way, you are so incredibly brave 💖

@Underthesea65 , as long as Ur on the mend missus. Thinking of you loads and loads!🤗🤗🤗

And remember to rest, madam!

@Underthesea65 , here's a wee pic of my doggy that I thought might cheer you up.🤗🤗🤗

Awh @Teasie123 how absolutely adorable. I needed that today. Thank you. I will DM you soon xxx

How are you @Underthesea65 x

I'm feeling rough. I gotta hom last night at 5pm and went straight to bed and just slept until 10am this morning. I wanted my own bed so thu were happy for me to come home as I will have nurses out every day now, to check on things. I'm struggling to eat but that's not the worst thing as I'm not exactly small lol. Xx just trying to laugh if I can
It's definitely the best medicine

@Underthesea65 my dads just sent me a horrendous joke. It's that bad it might make you laugh a little....