DH should be 42 today

[tunnocksreturns2019]

It’s not that old, is it? He died of cancer aged 37.

I’ve tried to mark it well. But my word, I miss him.

tunnock I am so so sorry for your loss.

Your dream has just reduced me to a puddle.

Your writing is beautiful - thank you for sharing it. Your husband sounds a wonderful man.

Hello tunnocks, sending you lots of love.

May you dream your dream again tonight.
🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹

You say you are failing but it seems you are doing an incredible job. Holding down a job, pancakes for breakfast, mid-week cinema trip and you read to your children each night. All whilst managing to keep your cool even though you don’t feel it inside.
Be proud of yourself it sounds like your children have a brilliant strong mother.

My God you write beautifully tunnocks.
Your poems are so, so powerful and true.

I remember Tunnocks. I'm so sorry. Your memories of your DH are wonderful to read

@tunnocksreturns2019

I didn’t deserve him

Yes you did and he deserved you x x x

Just so moved. I am full of admiration for you both.

Your writing is very warm and fresh ; like you are bringing him back ... 💕

Such beautiful love you have.
I dont know why beautiful relationships and good people need to be broken...
what was the urgency for all this to happen when there are so many evil people happily making the world a worse place to live...
I sometimes dont get anything

Hugs.. sleep tight 😘

Thank you. Your writing is superb. Drills right down to the very heart of pain; love; longing; missing. I'm awash with tears but oh so grateful and honored to read what you write.

Julian of Norwich will steer you right, right enough.

Awww bless you, crying reading some of your comments 😢 I’m so sorry, how shit that we don’t just get to live happily ever after with the one we love. So so unfair, 37 is no age at all.

Happy birthday, hope you’re having a blast up there ✨

Sorry to have written a rant.. didnt mean to , got carried way.

Okay I said I was crying a minute ago, my god.. the tears are blinding me now after reading your comments on the previous page 😭😭

I hope it helped to share your writing @tunnocksreturns2019 it was very moving to read 😢 it isn't fair that have to bear this pain 💜

@2018SoFarSoGreat

Thank you. Your writing is superb. Drills right down to the very heart of pain; love; longing; missing. I'm awash with tears but oh so grateful and honored to read what you write.

Julian of Norwich will steer you right, right enough.

We've agreed before about Julian haven't we 2018?

Some scholars think that, before becoming an Anchoress, Julian was a young widowed mother.

She loved her cat too.

I remember you Tunnocks. Tea cakes? I've often thought of you.
You are having a bit of a wobble with the teenagers, but that is to be expected.
I love your writing, it's lovely.
You are still being strong, keep on. You're doing a great job.

yes, dear bore we have indeed. Your sage advice steered me well during my wobbles, thank you. I'll always be grateful to you and to Julian.

I hope TeaCakes also finds some comfort there.

OP, there are no words I can say to alleviate your pain. My heart goes out to your family.

I hope one day you and your kids can find peace. Please also consider grief counseling for you and your children (especially the children).

Your writing is beautiful and there’s so much love in it.
Love endures.

I’m sorry you lost your DH. Your love for him is so clear in your posts.

How blessed were you to have him, even for so short a time,

I’m so sorry for your loss, thinking of you and your children

Jesus, so heartbreakingly young...

I think you marked it very well, tunnocksreturns2019. Your love really shines through in your posts.

Sorry for your sadness and that of your children. It's scary when life takes these difficult detours. I hope things ease for you as time goes on.

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😭💐💐
I understand. So sorry for you.