Thank you for the sanity here.
Fairly fed up today. Trying to sort out what's bothering me, and write it down as it's helpful
So going back to work: I read this batshit crazy thread here a while back saying women were responsible for their own bad choices and that's why they were going to get fuct in the post corona world. I tried to engage but had to leave the thread. So depressing. But I'm like pp on a temporary career break (2 under 4yo) and not because I am lazy, vapid, stupid etc as impugned to SAHM. It was a competitive male dominated field and it didn't work. But now with lockdown the SAHM life is pretty awful and I hate the bastard walk with a passion. When DH who works 8am-8pm emerges and asks if I had a nice day playing with the kids I want to rip his head off. The drudgery is never ending. I really really want to go back to work and I don't think it'll happen this year - I had started dreaming about it pre lockdown.
Second thing: schools ffs. Now DH persuaded me to send DD1 to posh private school, shes only 4, but he didn't like the local state infant school so she went. I wanted her to go to the state school.It's expensive and really killing us but she's back 5 days a week, loving it and so happy. Really taken the strain off. But that's fine for me - but what about everyone else? What about kids in state schools?! This is appalling. Kids have a right to education and it is so so so wrong that it looks like schooling now depends on how money your parents earn.
Third thing: playgrounds. Why can't they open them? What will we do in the summer holidays if the govt is still in its anti children stance and no pools or holiday clubs or play parks? Not allowed in shops for fucks sake. They are not cockroaches spreading disease, they are children. Policy is being made by middle aged white men who don't even think about children as anything other than pests that women take care of.
And the kicker: close friends daughter being diagnosed with cancer. She's been fighting for tests since March and only now that she has gotten really bad finally gotten an mri and they have found a tumour in her spine and it's all systems go to have a biopsy etc. Fucking covid is the only thing that counts though, eh. She's a 21 year old girl just finishing uni and she's been waiting for months while they gave her vitamin b shots. It makes me want to weep.