You are, and always will be, male, @onepostwonder. When the sperm fertilised the egg that created you, that sperm carried the Y chromosome, and you were male fro the very beginning. That is the truth. A person’s sex is determined by the spermicide at the moment of conception - the sex of the developing zygote cannot be differentiated until around 6 weeks, but the egg fertilised by a Y-bearing sperm os male, and the one fertilised by one that isn’t Y-bearing is female, even if you can’t see the difference.
I am willing to bet that your view of why you are a woman is based on regressive ant toxic stereotypes of what a woman is - liking pink, or sparkles, or make up or dresses, being submissive, gentle, nurturing, liking knitting, embroidery, other traditionally womanly crafts, not wanting to play rugby or football - I could go on.
Women - the real sort - have fought for decades to get away from this shit - to be able to play rugby, have short hair, like getting dirty, abhor make up - without being considered any less female. But now the TRAs and their handmaidens want us to believe that being a woman is a set of behaviours and attitudes that date from the middle of the last century (and were outdated even then).
I believe that a woman is someone with a female body and any character, not someone with any biology but a ‘feminine’ character. I don’t think that kids should be forced into boxes based on their likes and dislikes - that is toxic and regressive - I believe they should be rejoicing in their wonderful bodies, their wonderful minds and their wonderful characters without being told that their character or mind makes them ‘wrong’ in some way.
There is no such thing as a man with a female brain - your brain has exactly the same chromosomes as every other cell in your body. Surgery can give you boobs and a hole that can be penetrated and medicine can give you the hormones of the opposite sex - but nothing can change your sex, your skeleton, your endocrine system. No surgeon can make an actual, functioning vagina - one that self cleans, self lubricates, stays patent without mechanical intervention, and can expand enough for a whole baby to pass through it.