Oh dear, that's really sad, I hope too many people didn't lose their jobs. And I didn't know Mr P was out of the picture too.
After my holidays, I need a bit of a reset too @HardRockOwl. I have a big event I'd like to lose quite of a bit of weight for in late September. So when I come home, I've got 10 weeks exactly. I need to be stricter on treat days, peanut butter consumption, portion sizes, dark chocolate consumption and more. I am losing but it is really slow and I want to be more consistent & faster! I've lost around 3kg (6-7lbs) in 5w and I would have liked that to be more like 4.5-5.5kg (10-12lbs). I have always previously lost (& gained!) weight quickly, but post 40, it is so much slower and harder. I want to up my exercise too but as I'm so heavy, I find running or anything aerobic, tricky.
I have so many clothes to try and diet into too! I don't know if this is just my weird compulsion, but I have so many lovely clothes I've bought over the past year in a size smaller (18) to diet into and I'm determined to wear them before Christmas! I've hovered around a 20-24 for so long but the clothes are so much nicer when I can buy a more 'normal' size and not a plus size. I buy mainly from charity shops or 70% off sales usually so they are not expensive. Now I've read that back, it does sound a bit like I'm punishing myself, buying lovely things I can't wear, but it does help. So I'll keep that Oliver Bonas dress, Joules tunic and Anthropologie jumper at the forefront of my mind over the next few months! Then I can look towards donating them back **to charity shops while I motor towards a 16 or 14!
Sometimes the reality of the amount of weight I have still to lose is overwhelming :-(