[Tennis]
I like Fed - he's a bit of a machine, or was... I like how all of the players today have a shot at it though. You just do not know today who is the dead cert.
game she was a witch midwife. I had no pain relief, went too fast and gas and air makes me faint. All throughout she told me to, 'stop being silly now.' And after the birth, she stitched me up without numbing or even a paracetamol first. I asked, she tutted at me and got on with it. Every time I was holding Ri, she would waltz in and take her from me, put her back in the crib and tell me it was dangerous to hold her in case I dropped her, uh, okay, she's number 3 but I won't touch her in case I drop her like a hot spud...
We do sing that Duran song to her when it comes on radio she laughs like a fool, secretly she loves it! She was actually named after a gladiator.
Today is moving out day - I feel slightly sick in my belly. The day arrives and I am not liking it. Bazaar. I have barely seen Dd this week as she has been painting and so on. She's moving 3 doors away from a friend of hers and her family.They are calling her their 'adopted' daughter now. I was introduced to a family member like this on Thursday:
'This is Dd's mother...'
'Mother?'
'Oh!' (Laugh) 'Yes, I mean her real mother...'
Didn't like it all that much. Being silly perhaps, too much upheaval within my walls. I don't function well under chaos and disorder. But thing is Dd younger, Ri - she did not like it either and asked if we could come home pretty soon after it and told me in the car on way home that I would always be her real mother and it was cheeky.
Anyhow - lets get to the end of today and go from there 
[TENNIS]