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2 more from the shoe last night. Saw pics of myself today at the party I went to and I look like red faced anxious loon about to have a stroke

Wow early night Hooch

Yeah you're right, I think I'm suffering with false memory syndrome this evening as the negatives feel really small in my mind.
Just want to get high and don't want to think past that. Arrgh.
Sorry for moaning.

Moan away, it's what we're here for. Just visualise how shit you will feel tomorrow. That's my current distraction technique. I've wasted so many weekend days by being wasted Kev.

Yo to dusty, ponz and hooch!!

I'm sure it was just a bad photo Ponz. Sorry but I'm really laughing about red faced anxious loon about to have a stroke .

Know what you mean though. I've been a legend at parties with my sparkling wit and amazing dance moves and then caught myself in the mirror and thought Oh Dear Lord I look like a crazed woman.

Red faced anxious loon about to have a stroke is the look I rock!!
Saw a video of me dancing at a party the other week - in my head i was pulling some killer moves. In reality I looked like Bez.

I once mysteriously gained the ability to dance like Michael Jackson at a party. The ability had gone the next day. thank fuck there wasn't a video

I've had a similar situation where I thought i was beyonce.

Glad I'm not the only one that morphs into a highly acclaimed professional dancer.

Ponz that is hilarious! I'd love to hit the dance floor with you lot aka Michael Jackson and Beyoncé. I don't think I've ever caught sight of myself dancing thank God , I'm sure I'd be all arms! --

Not sure I will be actually having an early night just said that yo get rid of Mr R who is now sulking I'm sure as his enabler isn't playing ball

No ball games with Mr.R! I know that feeling Mr. Rehab has well- crushing disappointment along with an annoying sensible voice in your head saying It's probably for the best.
Good swerving Hooch.

I use my entire body while in pro dancer mode. It's an interesting technique!

Could we have some podiums too? Quite like the idea of some podium dancing and maybe a DJ booth? Brings back memories of partying hard with some famous Ibiza DJs in Es Paradis

I have a feeling that as well as being a pro dancer I could possibly be a world class DJ.

Podiums yes and possibly glow sticks. I'm hoping to arrive on the dancefloor on a trapeze.

I've spent so many evenings scrabbling about in my old cd box high as a kite saying Remember This One that I'm practically a self taught dj.

This just gets better and better! Cracking up laughing here

You can arrive on a trapeze. My DJ stand will rise out of the dancefloor to an orchestral soundtrack.

The lighting will be carefully arranged to mitigate against red face.

I'm thinking Dry Ice and strobes.

Oh god there'll be dry ice! And strobes! They are essentials.

Well that's the surfers Xmas party planned!

Just popping in to to say that I don't mind cleaning up afterwards

You're booked cleaning! I imagine that it will be very very messy though!

Cleaning if you're fit to lift a dustpan and brush after The Surfers Christmas Do then you're definitely Wonder Woman.

We're so good at planning parties! I don't think we got carried away.
At all.

Kept me distracted though. I'm not making a call