Just Surf, feat Lost and The Small Mercies

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Hello and welcome to our support thread for anyone struggling with cocaine. Whether you want to quit, cut down or are someone whose life is affected, all welcome.
We offer non judgemental advice, tips, some silly chat and most importantly lots of support and encouragement.

Come and join and we'll all help each other surf the urges!

Well done Lost and everyone else that has surfed it out. Think I may have swerved it too. Might go to bed soon just to be sure

If you're bored Hooch ..Just watching 'Gone To Pot; American Road Trip' in bed It's quite good. Christopher Biggins has eaten a lot of Marijuana and is now throwing a whitie on the coach. Poor man

That's on my viewing list for today! Good swerves lost and hooch!

Stayed on board last night but drank lots of French fizzy wine and watched stranger things. Handing most of the shoe over on Thursday. Cos have promised.

Well done ladies for surfing and party organisation extraordinaire. I will of course be offering to arrange everyone’s footwear at our annual bash...

I love Stranger Things! Well done on surfing last night.

Well done Ponz, that's good going when you have some in the house. Prob for the best most of it is going soon. I'm rather smug this morning, I know it's only been a week but a child free weekend and Mr R calling is usually a recipe for disaster. Our party organising was a welcome distraction

Smug tree here we come!

I think we all need to have a minutes silence for the shoe handover on Thursday. Great progress Ponz

Have a lovely Sunday all

How are we all doing?

I'm on day 9 as I fell off last Saturday. Tomorrow would have been 3 weeks grrrrr. Ah well

Some progress is better than no progress I guess

Don't be embarrassed Cleaning this is hard. Keep on keeping on!

Feeling quite determined here but I'm usually always full of resolve on a Monday..

Hopefully we'll surf the shit out of this week

Well done! Getting back on is harder than falling off! I’m still surfing whilst the stash burns a hole in my shoe.

Yeah I guess it used to be 5 or 6 times a week so 2 or 3 times a month is unrecognisable..

This weekend I had a bit of a wobble on both Friday and Saturday so on Sunday I went shopping and spent about 200 quid on bits for our flat, food and beauty stuff. All for the price of 2 and a half g... It's nuts

Aye drugs are seriously bad for your wealth!
Or as dh likes to tell me You've got Champagne tastes and Lemonade pockets.

Great going Ponz x

It's so good having stuff to show for our money.

And dh is off the whiskey praise the Lord so he's not grumpy/tired all the time.

I even found a little bit the other day but flushed it. Maybe I ought to have hidden it in a shoe for a rainy day 🙈

God, I would have inhaled that on the spot. I'm not quite at the flush it or save it stage yet.

It's been many, many years coming Lost. I know exactly what you mean!!! Never
Ever thought I'd do that

I think maybe I have turned a corner after all

Night xx

Shit got half on the way as I have been given a deadline for tomorrow ffs and there is no way I'm earth I can get it done without 'help'

Oh dear Cleaning you've done a U turn on that corner you turned yesterday.

Maybe you need a posh coffee machine like we have at work. The double espresso shots are the business.
Hope you're ok. It all sounds very pressured. I think I'd get too distracted on it talking to Mr Lost and smoking all the fags and not get much done.

Back on track tomorrow x

Cleaning - how are you do today? Did you meet the deadline?!

Yes I'm wondering how the working at home to a nightmare deadline on drugs panned out!

Ponz hope the shoe handover went smoothly.

Sending out good vibes to fellow surfers. Little bit pissed on my board here but still steady.

Ah fuck I handed over half but took the ' residue' of chopping the lump up. At 12 noon !! What the actual off the board fuck?

Lol Ponz, easily done. You would actually have to have balls of titanium not to touch it when it's right there in front of you. Hope you feel ok today,
Lost are you nearly at week 4? I'm mega busy and stressed at work with a major project to finish before Christmas. Going overboard is not an option plus DS birthday this weekend involving boys, shopping and a sleepover. I need to keep a clear head, so far this week my only indulgence has been one roll up and lots of chocolate. Happy Friday peeps xx

Good work hooch! Ponz you are amazeballs for giving half away!

I was nearly at week 4 but I messed up last night . Feel a bit despairing. And ill. I'm so tired after a day at work putting on a cheerful front nearly finished me off. My fucking head.

Ponz you're doing great. The handover would have gone way more tits up if I was in charge.

Happy birthday mini Hooch

Peace and love to all you lovely surfers x

Chin up Lost, nearly 4 weeks is still a great achievement. You survived the day, the weekend is here and a good nights sleep will do you wonders

Gawd it's always nearly 4 weeks with me. I seem to be stuck on a weird loop. Thanks though kind Hooch

Good luck with the shopping, party sleepover thing! You're surfing is admirable.