DisappearingDream sorry to hear you're fed up and hope you're feeling brighter soon.
My suggestions for cheering up purposes are: 4160 Tuesdays Sunshine & Pancakes - I smell lemon, honey and vanilla in this, although looking at the notes, vanilla isn't mentioned; 4160's new one Lemon Sherbert, which I am enjoying very much, although I'm not sure whether it's on general sale yet - the notes for this are lemon, orange, grapefruit, sherbert dibdabs, musk and vanilla - I'm smelling lemon, sherbert, musk and vanilla; and Atelier Cologne Bergamote Soleil, which is sunshine in a bottle for me and smells of bitter orange and bergamot.
OhWhat the best way to find out about 4160 Tuesday's crowd funding ventures is probably to keep an eye on their Facebook page. It's worth checking anyway for announcements of sales and special offers. It's quite straightforward to sign up to the individual ventures (the next is planned for autumn) and it doesn't commit you to joining any future ones. The one for Lemon Sherbert is closed but you can see the details of how it worked here. The lowest amount you could invest was £7 plus p&p, which got you 9mls of one of the four Mrs Gloss collaboration scents of your choice. I went for 9mls each of all four Mrs Gloss perfumes, which was the most popular 'perk'. I hope this helps and isn't isn't all as clear as mud!
at smelling of Malibu and Coke on the school run!