Hello everybody!
I have Pmed some of you but here is my news-
They are going to treat her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We sat on the plane in Germany waiting to disembark and unwilling to actually get off because we were so scared of what awaited us. At that point the plan was to take her off life support, give palliative care and let her drift away. Then a TM came through saying they had performed a last scan and it showed her brain damage was confined to less 'significant' areas of her brain. Since then baby has-
- fought ventilation and is down to a few breaths per min and due to be extubated tmrw;
- regained renal and hepatic function;
- Has normal newborn reflexes;
- Has no signs of weakness on either side and has good muscle tone;
- grimaces, tries to cry (two little teardrops) and jumps when she hears alarms go off;
- appears to like her tummy being kissed;
- receives Breastmilk via NG tube.
She has lost the oedema and is a tough little kid. We are cautiously happy. I did not dare hope any of this would happen let alone all of it. We have had tears from the doctors and neo nurses who are as shocked as we are but think putting her into a hypothermic state upon delivery reduced the catastrophic damage that was expected.
We do not know what her future holds but she now at least, has a chance of one.
Thank you all for your support and concern
. It has helped. I sent you all a mental message of thanks as our plane flew over London on Friday which looked so beautiful in the sun but our hearts were so heavy. BA were lovely, comforting my sister who was tearful all the way there. I'm not sure when I am coming home and have taken extended leave of absence from work and I may not return as i do want to make some changes to my life in general and now seems lie a good time. I'll spend some time at our home in the East when I come home but for now am sitting on a terrace on a mountainside in the forest with Frankfurt in the distance. It is beautiful. And i love German prune jam!
My wish list clothing wise starts with the Prada/Miu Miu stripes. Love them. And I like the Jonathan Saunders wool bandeau dress in horizontal tobacco, indigo blue and white on page 71 0f this months Vogue,
the Carven sand yellow parka on page 94, those grey luxe track pants in leather I have seen somewhere, an ochre or brown flannel mid calf skirt, a kilt in tartan, stripe or leather panelling, a men's pin stripe shirt, wool pajama style loose pants in a tea towel stripe and a check wool coat. That is it so far but sure they'll be more....
I will read this new thread to comment on all your posts asap but so good to tell you our happy news..