Split up, but I am gutted. Please prop me up.

[charliecat]

Been miserable for a long long time, split with dp a couple/few days ago, dont know, time merging into itself.
Feel a weight has been lifted, know its best all round, but am gutted inside.
He was the bloke for me, and there wont be another, but it seriusly wasnt working, and wouldnt so theres no but ifs.
Wish i could fast forward 6 months, but cant.
Sympathy please.

Oh please make murmuring noises or something
He keeps fishin for compliments, like shall I go now? Do you not want me on the phone etc.
Good god, he didnt care what I thought 3 weeks ago. And seemed to get quite a kick out of making me feel like shit.
I have never been nasty to him, or went out of my way to hurt his feelings, yet now im having to say nothing down the phone to him because to say anything else would be leading him down the garden path.
Hmm, not easy this.
And hes not coming to see the kids till saturday. Hes 30 mins away.
He said he hadnt anything else planned. I said Thursday was free.
Oh well. I cant make him see them.

I just want you to know I am listening cc and I really do care
Must be so hard for you right now but you will get there in the end.
Big hugs XXXXXX

Thanks