Split up, but I am gutted. Please prop me up.

[charliecat]

Been miserable for a long long time, split with dp a couple/few days ago, dont know, time merging into itself.
Feel a weight has been lifted, know its best all round, but am gutted inside.
He was the bloke for me, and there wont be another, but it seriusly wasnt working, and wouldnt so theres no but ifs.
Wish i could fast forward 6 months, but cant.
Sympathy please.

yes it is, i had to follow signs to tunbridge wells until the mayfield turning!

according to the aa it is 9.6 miles and should take 20 mins

Will find map!

go online to the aa, its straight down from tw on a map

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OH MY GOD. This is from the woman who gets eyed up walking along the street with 6 children
I am MNs hairy trucker, in woman version, just.

mayfield is 74 miles from me i think

i wanna see a pic of harman now!

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i cant find it!

Charles I've only just seen this thread and have, as such, missed the boat somewhat. I wanted to say sorry though as I didn't know you were going through this.

I hope you are OK. At this rate I may be joining you but that's a whole 'nother thread.

How's the diabetic cat? Are you coping with the injections?

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OMG the whole of MN is going to be Single parents at this rate If you do do a thread direct me to it...bloody hell
I am dealing with the cat ok. I seem to have totally lost routine with him tho and he gets his injection at some point in the morning and at some point in the evening.
Hes ok tho, and the vets bills arent so steep now hes stabilised.
I had an odd day today, really low but ok now.

No he wasnt harman, no he bloody wasnt. LOL

Ive just looked at the date OMFG this week has DRAGGED on.

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No nothing at all. He realy wasnt. Really, really wasnt.

you are v glam harman

cc always gets eyed up and madly waved at lol

ooh does she now?!

You are doing the right thing cc. It's been going on for years hasn't it??.

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Just caught up with your thread again, CC. Sorry you are still feeling down, it is hard, but it will get easier with time. (says she who is only 3 weeks into it!)
Take care of yourself.

Thanks folks, would like to meet up for coffee ginnedupmummy. PC Im glad it gets better.
I have been ok, but now hes packing his things and im crying again.
God its not bloody easy is it?

some times making the right decision is the hardest thing to do

Yeah, theres no niggling doubts in my head that this isnt the right decision, there is no return from this IT WASNT and IT WOULDNT work.
Jusy sad, really sad. But then again, there have been numerous opportinitys to sort this.
And it always started off well and them deterioated into the hell that was my life.
So....theres no point crying over it.
But it wont stop me!