help

[nikcola]

im was going to change my name cause im too shook up,
i stopped taking my pill a month ago and me and dp have been having sex as normal but he hasnt been coming inside me (sorry to be graphic) my period is a week late ans i just done 2 pg tests and they are both positive i really dont want to be pg and i dont no what to do im s**ting myself the docs is shut till tuesday what do i do

Just read this thread. Hope you are ok.

I also have had 2 terminations so if I can help in any way please let me know.

Lots of love xx

Hi Nicola - have just read this thread - hope you are okay. We are all here. xxx

Hey Nikcola hope you are OK, thinking of you.

take care, honey
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hope your ok nikcola, make sure you get lots of rest. xxxxx

hi, im ok just feel a bit shit just really tired and weak, and im in a bit of pain but i feel ok i dont feel bad if you no what i mean i no it was the right thing,

Hi Nikcola, you've got my number if you want a chat or you can email me if you want to talk but not actually talk iykwim. I've been thinking about you today. Take a paracetomol if you're in pain and I agree, get some rest if you can.

have you got dd with you nikcola? get into bed with her for lots of cuddles xxx

we are going to have a bath and she is going to wash my hair she does it nice , and tomorow we are going to buy a little fish tank and some fish i promised her i would get her one and i want one too xxxxxx

i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has posted, you have all been so wonderfull supporting me thank you nikki xxxxxxxxxx

Hi Nikcola, you have been very brave and you should be very proud of yourself. Have a lovely time buying fish with your dd and take great care of yourself. With love to you and your dd
Aloha x

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Hi Nikcola glad to hear you are OK, hope you and dd are having fun with the fish.
Take care
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ffs dp is being such a dick he is sulking with me and making me feel like shit just bacause i wont do him a favour (give him a bj) wont a prick i feel like proper shit and he is being like this why dont men understand

Glad you are feeling ok Nickola.

Please tell Dp tp stop treating you like a hooker and show him you have some self respect - a BJ is not a favour - well not in my book anyway and he deserves more a slap round the weak pathetic little cowardly face IMO.

Sorry Honey I just get so cross that you are letting him treat you like this when you deserve so much more!!

ok we had a row he smashed up some stuff saying if im going to be on my own i should be on my own with nothing he bought everything so at the end of the day its all his sstuff but when i say take it he just says i dont want it, he has just took his stuff saying look at me ive been with you for 5 years and ive got fuck all but that aint my fault is it , he really has gone for good he has never walked out like this and i still feel sorry for him like its my fault, i couldnt stay with him if he got married and i cant live with his family being like this to me and dd,

is anyone here or just me ???

I'm sorry, Nikcola, but I am well and truly with Twinkie on this one. This ... person, who I won't dignify with abbreviation dp ... is treating you like a prostitute. You have just had a termination with his child and he's asking for a BJ??!!! . This person is a [piece of scum not worth your time or attention, never mind your love and affection. He better had be out of your life, Nikcola, because you are soooo much better off without him.

Sorry, but your post made me really angry.

Fully agree with Ponygirl. There are a lot of better men in the world, Nikcola.

Sorry Nickola, what I think about this so called "man" is unprintable.

Forget about him and concentrate on yourself and your daughter, and getting stronger.

i just rang him up to make sure he was ok and he just said that i have been funny with him for ages well its because i was pg and ive been through a hard time and he just said well its your fault for gettting pg i didnt make you have a abortion , witch really hurt me i feel really messed up i still feel ill and what he means by me being funny with him he means i have wanted sex for ages well isnt that understandable? he is one steriods and if it was up to him he would have sex 5 times a day but i havent felt like it i honestly thought that he would look after me and leave me alone just for a few days but he hasnt,
i feel like i cant take anymore im worn out i dont want to be on my own because he is all ive got ive got no one else im all alone , thats why i let him be like this but he is geting worse when i was talking to him on the phone he said that maybee if i was nice to him this morning (bj) then he would of been nice to me ??????

sorry if this makes no sence i just need to talk xxxxxx

nikki, you really must get rid of him. Being alone is better than being abused by a prick like him. Honestly love, you deserve better X

surely being on your own is better than being treated like shit?

Sorry Nikcola, he'll be nice to you if you give him a BJ? That's prostitution. I know you're lonely, but surely it's better to be alone than be treated like this? How would you feel is some bloke treated your dd like this one day? I'm betting you'd tear his head off. Treat yourself with the same respect. Please.