well i didnt think i'd be posting this.

[misdee]

i am not pregnant. well i dont think i am. but you know, uits entirely possible to do thing with a VAD in place

which leaves me in a pickle. MAP or not? i have never used it. never had reason to.

i dont know if i entirly belive in it.

but now isnt the right time for an accident. i know that and dh knows that. but the overwhealming feeling by both of us, is to leave it and wait and see. but i dont know if i can. the fall out would be massive. we'd get a ticking off by the health professionals and our families.

and then there is the practicalities, we'd need a bigger car. we'd eventually have to move.

argh.
tell me to be sensible.

and do tesco pharmancy sell the MAP?

Ummmm, not sure TBh but when I've taken the MAP my period has always arrived early. I didn't have to wait until the normal day it was due IYSWIM.

just wondering if any test would pick up anything this early?

I doubt it....

thats what i thought.

i just got a pack of 10 off ebay for under £3 with postage. i can pee on a stick everyday then lol.

i better not be. but its the nausea, headache and generally all over tiredness that i had with dd1,2+3.

can i get a refudn on the MAP if i am

misdee if you are pg then it is fate.

Sure you have to be practical but you must get bloody sick of being practical with your situation. Health prof may say "naughty naughty" but prob secretly thinking 'good for you!'. You are a couple in love and it has been a long time between drinks iyswim

Oh misdee! If it's meant to be it's meant to be!

Will await further developments with baited breath!

If you are, then it is deffo fate!
A baby against all the odds!

Has anything happened misdee or have you tested yet?

MISDEE!!!! what will your MIL say!!?? lol you naughty girl... oh I could be an auntie again!!!

Misdee this is the first time Ive read your blog and its amazing. What a strong family you are. I know its not what youre hoping but I secretly wish you are pregnant, I dont know why.

Misdee I've been wondering to,have you tested yet.

M I S D E E

she is offline atm, must be doing something nice this afternoon...

its a neg.

will test again saturday if nothing. i know last AF was when dh was in hospital, so thats just coming up 4 weeks now. they said it could be late by a week after MAP

lol misdee, you are a naughty girl good on ya girl!!!

its a definate negative now.

Oh...misdee, I have to admit I feel a little sad at reading that.
I wanted you to get one of the blue variety.....although another pink one would have been ok too.

Hope you're feeling ok.

i'm ok today. felt rather fragile yesterday admittedly.

always said 4, what if that never happens? met a guy at the fun run, had his transplant, and was carrying a little baby girl of around 4months in a sling.

just want to move forward with our lives.