Bry big big hug. There must have been a good reason for you quitting. Try to focus on that, but if you are sure you want to go back, it sounds like your boss wants you x feel free to share more as and when...
Chasing I think JJ is very right. You do not NEED a KISH. I am very glad you have found a good friend, but I urge you to take things steady. You are very vulnerable at the moment, and what you need is a good friend. Maybe in time things will develop, but please protect your heart. I am very pleased he is a friend of Detective as that is kinda like a good reference.
J woke 12.30 and may have finally properly settled. Snot is back, plus urge to crawl. Rocked to sleep many times but needed the anaesthetic of a feed eventually.
Today he sat up from lying for the first time. He also ate a good portion of the lentil soup we made 