Hi all. I plan on a huge catch up later once lo has settled.
Elyza is stable, they are no longer sure what is causing her to stop breathing, it still might be bronchiofuckinglitis but it seems these episodes occur within half an hour of a good feed so now they are throwing the idea of reflux around alot. I do not know what to think. She had to have a lumbar puncture to rule out meningitis. I keep hearing her screaming in my head. My poor mum is beside herself and exhausted. I didnt know what to tell the kids but I went with the truth for the 22, 18, 17 and 15 year olds and a very soft version of the truth for the sen 13 yo and 11yo. I hope that is ok.
eric is eating solids alot better and has tried lots. He wants to do blw so he is offered finger foods and purees each meal. I usually have to give him a loaded spoon as thats how he likes to do purees and yoghurt but that's ok right?
also I was at the hospital all day yesterday and e was with mil and dp. I said not to worry about solids because its alot of faff and it was an awful day, I thought that would be ok but then he hasn't had any today either. Will he be ok if I dont manage much for a few days? May manage fruit tomorrow breakfast but when I have to leave him with jusf mil and he makes so much mess it seems alot to ask of her.
I really hope to catch up hope youre all ok. Sorry this is short xx