...........LGJ................... They took his bladder away, this time last year....so this year they announce....

[BreevandercampLGJ]

Sorry, you have secondaries, in the bones and in the liver.

The total fucker is, because he takes aspirin(some equivalent)he can not have a biopsy for three weeks until his blood regulates.

So until then, we have no chemo session times, ergo, I can not arrange to go to Dublin once a month, to allow my DS(7) to ram his memory banks full of his Grandad.

I feel helpless and useless and utterly devoid of power(wrong word)

Oh god, you poor thing, so sorry Can you just take ds and go now and spend some time?

I am really sorry to hear this, can you go and be with him for a few days now, while you wait to hear about the chemo?

Oh am so sorry LGJ. How is he coping? (Is it your dad or FIL?)

So very sorry to hear this

Went through similar with my Dad and I know how much of a fucker this evil thing is

C

Three weeks to biopsy, ergo it is nearly Christmas.

They are here from the 23rd to the 28th,so I reckon a dedicated attitude in the New year is best.

Oh how awful

Bree I am so sorry

Carmenere

Ironically the credit card bill where we stuffed DH for Selfridges champagne bar came in the other day. It was only thing on the bill. So I said to DH, didn't I tell you that you had treated Carmenere and I to a cracking expensive bottle of wine.

We laughed about it, and it seems a life time ago.

Lapin

More to do with practicalities[sp] don't want to arrive mob handed too soon after the diagnosis. Whilst we have all been given the same information, we will all be processing it in different ways.

Oh my love, my turn next. Look if there is anything you need or I can do, please ask xxx

C

I will do.

DH was not bothered by the trip to our regular haunt, but we did joke about it.

The nonsense that was just that, silly chat, seems so far away and so silly.

And I feel as though life will never be the same again.

Lapin

That will come with the biopsy. It is the not knowing....................

xxxxxxx

Actually I agree Cali, I think {{{hugs}}} are appropriate in extreme situations xxx

Kisses and hugs, what a lucky girl I am.

Sorry guys, I will probably be hanging out of you all for the forseeable future.

Bree I will pray fro your dad and as my prayers are rare they have much clout with him/her upstairs. Goodnight my love and take care of yourself, you need your strength x

xxxxx

I lit 2 candles tonight Bree, one for yours and one for mine.

Much love

xx

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Thanks guys....

Spent today alternating between, being stoic, and booing....