...........LGJ................... They took his bladder away, this time last year....so this year they announce....

[BreevandercampLGJ]

Sorry, you have secondaries, in the bones and in the liver.

The total fucker is, because he takes aspirin(some equivalent)he can not have a biopsy for three weeks until his blood regulates.

So until then, we have no chemo session times, ergo, I can not arrange to go to Dublin once a month, to allow my DS(7) to ram his memory banks full of his Grandad.

I feel helpless and useless and utterly devoid of power(wrong word)

it is utterly, utterly shit.

will pray, might aswell cover all the gods !

wishing you all strength at this difficult time

lots of positive thoughts for you lgj

Aw, Bree, so sorry to hear this. Sending positive healing vibes your Dad's way.

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Thinking of you. xx

I agree cancer is a bastard, I am gonna send you some hugs and I don't care if it's not the Mn thing.
(((( hugs ))))

Oh crap LGJ. I am sorry.

HAve been thinking of you lots today.
(Am trying to pinpoint what the water feature means and the yellow car with the clock on the front.)

So sorry LGJ. Thinking of you.

QV ??

The water feature could be a reference to his lack of bladder...... If I did but know what you are on about....

I've been thinking about you today, too.

xxxx

Thanks guys...

Hopefully we are in for the long haul, and you will be wishing the bugger dead by the end of it.

But in all seriousness I know we are not, and I am really grateful for the support on here.

Bubble

Mucho wine and lovely steaks, a boo and some will help.

XXX

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The dream I had the night before last, where your house and the ones around it had been demolished. All that was left was the water feature.

Then, in your new house, with the secret basement that turned out to be a fuck off huge banqueting hall with a fire place and chimney in the centre of the room. There, on a pillar/pedestal, was the yellow classic car with the clock on the front. As was your older son (in his late teens/early twenties), and DS, plus all your unpacked stuff from the move.

This all sounds bonkers I know, but I dont usually dream about such things and then I heard from you yesterday and it was bizarre.

Anyway, you have my mobile number if you need me. Have been thinking of you. FIL has been unwell too this week. Only came out of hospital yesterday but will be on permanent nebuliser treatment for COPD.

QV

Lay off the cheese at bedtime....

Seriously, strong connections transcend regular communication.

XXX

LGJ

Thinking of you. I will pray too, and I am very lapsed (do we talk about lapsed Anglicans?) lately.

Acksherly, I do think the new drugs medication I am taking for my back is causing vivid dreams. Although concerning that it is usually an anti-epilepsy drug so I dont quite know what to make of it. Maybe now is normal and before it wasnt

x x x x

So sorry.

Wow, VVVQV, that was some dream! Are you usually a psychic type?

oh my dear I am so sorry to read this.
sending love, HC xx

hope you are ok tonight xxx

How you feeling today Bree?

I'm not sure chipmonkey. I go through waves of believing and then not believing.

CSWS - it's called pregabalin.....

How are you bearing up today LGJ?

So sorry, LGJ.