jasper - beleive you me... plenty of clothies have ended up making their own naps and the moved on to make a fortune.... (but then again plenty have and not made their fortune!!!)
don't give up yet jasper! i fooled around with loads of different naps, before finding the right ones!...
started off with under the nile naps, was steered towards tots...but never made it!, used kissaluvs... dallied with cuddlebuns (even joining a co-op to buy one from the states... before the days of the uk cuddlebuns - the cloth cabin, ooohed and ahhed over ella's bumhugger... but sent back as just didn't fit right!, tried nature babies stuffables - not cute enough!, watched my nochex account bounce up and down when i discovered ella's house hemp (gorgeous! - now they've just bought out the hemp naps with coloured stictching!!! i feel a nochex moment coming up!)and then finally bought and sold many many diff sizes of fuzzi's and inserts before finding the perfect combination...
In between all this buying, selling, returning i've always used sposies and do not feel bad about it one jot as i think i'm doing my bit already... there's only so much you can do and it's not the end of the world! whatever works for you and don't beat yourself up about it! We still use sposies at nursery... haven't even attempted to use them there... they're lovely there and don't want to give them something extra to do on top of all those mad toddlers they look after! and at night haven't yet taken the plunge! ALthough the sposie i do use is moltex... eco friendly (about as much as you can! next to tushies - which are horrible, don't get me started on them!)
so keep going Jasper... it does take a while to see what works for you! I remember feeling absolutely fed up when we had our 100th leak with the wrong size fuzzi... and really unsure when i saw how huge dd's backside went with the under the nile and the red wrap! (don't get me started on the trial and errors of finding the right wrap... still on my quest!)
keep us posted!
apolgies for the verbal diarrohea