sitting in the doctors and panicking :-(

[VelmaD]

Sitting in a two hour wait to see a doctor. No kids today, no work, hence coming and not waiting to try and get my gp this week.

I am shitting it.

Boyfriend and I have been together since last summer. All very happy and healthy etc

Spent last weekend together. Lots of sex. Oral and penetrative. we have a lot of oral sex tbh.

I got sore (not unusual tbh) but by yesterday was still bad. Got thrush treatment. Nothing has changed.

Only I now have a sore patch which has split by my perinium (sp?) and two or three blister spots.

I am crapping my pants. Google is not my friend.

Two hour wait is not helping.

He is also out of the country till next week with bad signal (though have text a couple of bits)

I've caught something haven't I? But neither of us have any visible symptoms of anything, and we have been careful with past partners etc.

ah man, it is taking all of my effort not to cry in the waiting room or walk out. Been half hour, only ninety minutes to go. Or walk out. :-(

All cleared up :-) little delicate where that biggest sore was, but its all healed and happy. I feel normal and happy and looking forward to time with boyfriend this weekend.

We aren't putting any pressure on ourselves and are going to take it really slow - think there is some worry on both sides after the pain I was in and the psychological side. But we have at least one night child free, if not two, so we are in no rush and both know we can trust the other to stop at any point.