Onwards and Upwards - the cvq/ns support and hot chocolate thread

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Since we've nearly tipped the last one over the 1000 posts mark, here's the new thread for cvq and for her friends to help this lovely lady to keep on getting better.

well I suppose pringles are better than nothing

oooh, go on then

are you up to raiding downstairs for something a littl more substantial?

wher my triple

no becuse i just ned to drink tonihgt thas all then i wont ok

right my darling, gotta go to bed now as I won't get up tomorrow morning.

might be an idea not to drink anymore, you will need a clear head for tomorrow..........

take care and sleep well xxxxxxxxxx

night belaivita x

oops, I'm a very bad influence.

not sure it is a good idea to drink to oblivion.

night bellavita x

i jsut got told of by her onmsn oops i jsut need to not thikn tonight.yuo know

i know sweetie, but what if j needs you in the night?

where is your fluffy blanket?

i dot know .il manange i normaly do
my blankets brken tohight i thnik

i know the autopilot thing all too well.

do you thing it just needs the dust shaking off it?

maybe i sdoes.i just neesd to not think toniohght.but its not realy working very wel because im stil thniking.only al the badd stuff is a nbit more muddlesd i think.and im realy mmising my mum

oops - think

when is the funeral?

do you want to share random thoughts?

its inmonday
im not going i cant be wlcome a nd i woudnt go anyway my family ars e toxic.i thnik my nan was here the othre nihgt.
i have to talk tomorow and i dont htink i cn do it buti have to and if ido its bevuse of a frind and i cant tel her

ah. I remember you sying you wouldn't be going. could you have your own little private memorial service? light a candle, say a parayer and your own good bye?

is tomorrow a therepy session again? you can do it, from what I know of you. somewhere, deep down, the fight is there, and by talking, getting those thought out they will no longer be the poison within.

Your friend, if she is a true freind, understands. Is there any need to tell her? just a thank you?

sorry, I am very good at putting my foot in my mouth, but not very good at getting what I mean to say across.

i wi light a candle fr her.ithink she blew on y face.she was hrer i think.i beleive in that you kow.i thuohg it was my ptsd buti think it hwas her you know.

i hope frined knows i love her an dshe has ahda a dha.nd in me doing this.she knows ihope.

I'm sure she was saying her own goodbye to you, having to depart this life with unfinished business.

I'm also sure your friend knows you love her. As the quote I heard the other day on the radio, it is the love we give to oher people that makes thm special to us.

my nan whe i was tlitle wuold let me pick her stawberies.but i used to take a bite thn put hthem back.she grw lots of things in her garden.noe year we did sunflowes but mine fel over.those were the good days before al the bad hapended

hold onto the good stuff though.

the warmth of the sunshine, the feel of the ripe berries in your hands, the juicy taste.

I have to go now sweetie. please do try dusting the dust of that blanket and snuggling up undernearth. remember the feeling of safety and security when you first tried it out for size.

thankyuo for staynig with me.goodnihgt.il will try x

you're welcome.
if you ever feel you need another friendly person to add, my msn is r4ac at hotmail dot co dot uk, but i understand i could be too much of a stranger.

sweet dreams, or at least a peaceful night. xx

Hello CvQ

I hope you haven't tooooooo much of a headache this morning after "one or two" drinks last night

I am a off to work later on this morning, but I wish you all the best for today.......... I will be thinking about you and I know you can do this............be strong my girl.

Much love to you xxx