i am that thick that i cant even end it all properly

[UselessWasteOfSpace]

im a regular poster who has name changed.

tonight, i decided to end it all. i got all my pills together and took the lots (around 80 or so) and guess what........im am still here. i am that useless i cant even kill myself. i used to be a self harmer then my life changed.

now it has gone downhill yet again.

my dp has just told me that it is all my fault why he has been online cybering with women. hes told me that i am a crap mother and dont deserve my child.

he is always telling me how lucky i am that i am with him, living in his house. well you know what, i dont fcuking feel lucky. if i was lucky these pills would have worked.

and just for the record, i have not just posted this for the attention which i am sure you all think. i know i am a pathetic excuse of a human being. i just need to put it all in writing just to prove to myself how worthless i am.

i am really sorry to you all if this is burdening you you. i really am. im forever saying sorry in my life but sorry doesnt make things better. sorry doesnt make life better. and sorry doesnt make me better

Mr, open the front door (or leave it on the latch) for the paramedics, go to the bathroom door, talk to her through it. Keep her talking till the paramedics get there.

Get into that bahroom, Mr 'UWoS'

it seems that Mr useless has called the ambulance, as stated in the posting of 00:03:44

i'm out of here. if he has called an ambulance like he says then good. if this is not as it seems then

you must get in there and make sure she does not choke, if she is out of it, lie her inthe recovery position and wait withher for the paramedics.
if you dont have the boxes/bottles ready just leave it till they get there, then you can leave her and find the boxes.

yeah, i'm with you, control.

best of luck, UWoS.

listen to mademez.

open the front door then go talk to her.

we know nothing about her except that she is vunerable, deeply sad and in danger

control freaky you don't really think so do you?

i dont and cant know....but i hope op is ok whatever is going on.

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Why on earth would a man get out of bed, see his partner in distress saying she is overdosed, watch her lock herself in the loo and then run to a computer and post.

am off too. whatever's going on someone is really unhappy. i don't think much more can be done here

He thought she was OK making her self sick and let us know what was going on,

is it your partner or wife?

wait, i'm confused. i hope the ambulance gets there soon.

i HAVE FRIEND WHO IS hv WHO HAS PATIENTS WHO DO THIS REGULARLY. eVERY NOW AND THEN ONE MISJUDGES IT AND DOES ACTUALLY KILL HERSELF. iT'S so STUPID - JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE THEY DO REALLY BELIEVE THEY WANT TO DIE.

Sorry - had caps lock on

If this is real then its really tragic and I hope she is getting help.

If its NOT real, then its still evry tragic and who ever is writing this stuff also needs help

Sad situation either way really.

'Why on earth would a man get out of bed, see his partner in distress saying she is overdosed, watch her lock herself in the loo and then run to a computer and post. '

and in the exact same style she does, only now it's his wife.

and he had time to read the thread, too, because he commented on how he wasn't as bad as she made out .

Stop speculating please. At least stop posting about it. Serves no purpose at this stage.

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posting style is identical, but if it is genuine, it is best to advise eh?

STOP

Well it worked for 15mins