i am that thick that i cant even end it all properly

[UselessWasteOfSpace]

im a regular poster who has name changed.

tonight, i decided to end it all. i got all my pills together and took the lots (around 80 or so) and guess what........im am still here. i am that useless i cant even kill myself. i used to be a self harmer then my life changed.

now it has gone downhill yet again.

my dp has just told me that it is all my fault why he has been online cybering with women. hes told me that i am a crap mother and dont deserve my child.

he is always telling me how lucky i am that i am with him, living in his house. well you know what, i dont fcuking feel lucky. if i was lucky these pills would have worked.

and just for the record, i have not just posted this for the attention which i am sure you all think. i know i am a pathetic excuse of a human being. i just need to put it all in writing just to prove to myself how worthless i am.

i am really sorry to you all if this is burdening you you. i really am. im forever saying sorry in my life but sorry doesnt make things better. sorry doesnt make life better. and sorry doesnt make me better

you're going to have to wake him as he need to mind your lo as you will MUST GO TO HOSPITAL

have you no idea what the tablets were?

nothing is worth taking your own life for

i have just rung an abulance for my wife. im not as bad as she has made out to be but i admit i was harsh to her. im really sorry for her worring you all like this. i will get her to post when she is better. she is upstears making herself sick

Yes - call 999 and ask for an ambulance - get yourself some help tonight and change your life tomorrow. You deserve it - you're a mum and your kids love and need you - don't put them through crap

get the boxes out now. phone an ambulance.

Good, glad she has you there.

Hey Mr, this is no time to be defending yourself!!

Get upstairs and help your wife

"Useless" sounds very fragile, as are many women with young babies. They need a LOT of support and love and care.

make sure she goes to hospital. this is serious.

As much info as possible for the paramedics it will help to know what she has taken.

make sure they know what she took
glad you are there

shes in a panic now. she wont let me in the bathroom and is going on about you lot finding out her real username or something

do you know where the boxes for her pills are?

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If you are UselessWasteOfSpace's dp then read what she's written and try to understand the negative impact you've had on her life. If you've been cyber dating then STOP and understand the affect it's had on her. Or get out.

oh fgs. now you know what's going on go and help.

And Mr- stop apologising for her. She has nothing to apologise about. In an ideal situation she wouldn't be on here seeking companionship at a time like this-she would being looked after by her LOVING husband.

Just call an ambulance "Mr Useless".. do it now please!

as if that mattered
break the door down if you have to

Tell her none of us nknow her real user name or real name, kcik the door in so the medics can get to her as soon as possible,

Get the empty boxes then go and help her.

She has said very little bad about you. FFS.

you need to burst the door down now and make sure she's allright.

GET HER HELP NOW - DIAL 999

please call Samaritans when you feel up to it

08457 909090

You're not worthless, honestly. Your partner sounds like every swear word I could mention