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Mental health

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Can't take any more

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needtodie · 01/02/2011 11:57

Name changed for obvious reasons so don't out me if you recognise me.

I have had enough the only option left to make the world a better place is for me to die. It would have been better if I had been drowned at birth but its too late for that now.

I can't work out how to do it though. Even though every one who knows me knows the world's better if I'm dead it must be horrible to find a dead body and I don't want to put anyone else at risk like jumping off a motorway bridge.

OP posts:

midnightexpress · 01/02/2011 17:00

needto, I've PMed you.

CinnabarRed · 01/02/2011 17:46

I've PM'd you too. Take care.

midnightexpress · 02/02/2011 10:35

How are you doing today needto?

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needtodie · 02/02/2011 13:15

I'm a little better thanks midnight.

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ImFab · 02/02/2011 13:21

I have read your posts about this before but have no idea of your usual name.

I really can't understand why things are the way they are, just because your ex has money and connections.

You need to convince the court that the status quo is not sustainable and it is making you ill and your child .

Dying will not solve anything. You will be dead but then your daughter will be alone. Do you seriously believe your ex will take her in and look after her properly and love her? It is all about power for him.

I tried to kill myself and while there are times I still feel rubbish it didn't work, rationally I know it is better that I am here and not dead.

midnightexpress · 02/02/2011 16:01

Good to hear needto. Have you been to the docs or the CAB yet?
(I can be a right nag when I put my mind to it ).
And did you get my PM?

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needtodie · 02/02/2011 20:41

I did thank you midnight.

ImFab People in authority just seem to listen to them and completely ignore me. The official report said " and they say they NTD is psychotic and neurotic. They seem like a nice family with strong community ties so I think it is more likely the problem is in NTD's head"

It isn't in my head btw I have a very long dairy of incidents and records on mine and dd's medical notes of things that have happened.

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CinnabarRed · 03/02/2011 09:47

You really need to get proper legal advice. My previous offer still stands. x

ImFab · 03/02/2011 13:37

You need to keep fighting for your dd and keep proving they are wrong about you.

CinnabarRed · 07/02/2011 15:14

Hi NTD. How are you doing today? x

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