I'm so sorry Snuggly. I'm sure that was not what you wanted at all.
Have you learned to sleep sitting up at all? I used to do that on those kinds of nights.
I just used to put a pillow behind my head, put my head back and nod off, with ds carefully arranged on a pillow on my lap so as to be safe. I know the SIDS people would not approve, but sometimes people just need to sleep.
Take care there today. 
It's properly wintery here, but I think I must try to get out and have some sunshine as I've been in for a week and I'm starting to fossilize.