Emmsy's onwards and upwards part three...laughter and tears, it's all here!

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Hold on, here we go again!

Hum,
Buzz,
Click click
Hum

Monitor blinks, glows
Processor thrums happily

Fingers fly across the keyboard
"Hi how are you?"
"I'm fine been waiting for you"
Smile spreads wide across my face

Her words appear slowly
Full of humor and warmth
A cyber smile, a virtual laugh
Silent yet I hear

Realizing it's time to go,
a somatic sensation warms me

"I hope to chat again soon"
"Till then good bye"

Click click
Buzz
Silence

I found this and thought of us!......

Hi Scorpio How are you feeling today?

Well ladies, as I mentioned the other day I did an early test that was negative (not sure if anyone read that post!) Anyway I was ok with it as want the treatment to go ahead properly, treatment is tomorrow between 9-1.30pm so please send me positive thoughts! AF came this morning and as usual im in agony so not looking forward to having DH blood injected into my arms & whatever reactions I get from that on top of BAD period pain, cant wait til its Saturday to be honest! Am quite nervous...

Anyway off work from now so doubt will be posting again til TUes but hope you all have a lovely bank hol xxxxxxxx

Hello ladies sorry not been on for a few days been having a bit of a down few days and did not want to bring this lovely new thread down with my woes . A friend of mine had an mc the other day and between comforting her kind of made me feel sad again about my own mc. Added to that af arrived this morning and is a proving to be quite painful, a lot more that before mc so curled up in front of tv with plenty of painkillers and a big bar of chocolate. Glad to hear that your having a boy VJay have lots of fun name chosing. Good news on your results lion. Welcome to moon as well good luck with your appointment tomorrow. Kate enjoy these days leading up to your wedding youll have a fabuous time.
Big hugs to all x

Hi Neeko I'm doing ok, much more positive today. Isn't it odd how i can be so up and dowm, day to day; hour to hour even?!

Scan is a week Tuesday, i will be exactly 8 weeks that day. I know its only 12 more days but goodness it feels an age away!

4ever oh no have I missed you before all this happens sorry I meant ot be here earlier.
Will be thinking about you on Friday all day. Am feeling a bit scared for you to cos its all new and spangly and exciting. At least you have af and all will be well with the PLAN. Huge hugs to very brave dh tooxx

baking qusorry you are feeling down.x
scorpio horrah!

Good luck for tomorrow 4ever I'm sure it will all go fine, will be thinking of you
bakingqueen hope you are starting to feel a little better, I know the chocolate will definatly help
scorpio it's those darn hormones, I am one big huge bitch of a hormone at the moment, I can't help it, I was like this with ds, I think that's why it took dh 6 years to want to do this again
Hope everyone else is ok and looking forward to the bank holiday weekend. I am off now and not back in work til 11th May, so plenty of mumsnetting study for me

just want to say good luck to 4ever tomorrow

Im back to normal tomorrow so ill be posting lots!

normal honey?
pants we missed 4ever I feel awful.

vjay you ok you rollercoaster of hormones?

It was my EDD today and I havn't told a soul except for you girlies. I don't think dh computes any but the first one which is probaby best Anyway I am kindda ok, accupuncture is really really helping me if its a placebo effect well it dosn't really matter.
She is working on balancing my cycles, I was worried that only having af for 3 days with hardly any flow was bad but she said it was ok.
A couple of people have commented that I look better and I feel stronger so onwards and upwards (again)

Thinking of you 4ever, be strong around those needles! And give the old witch a good kicking.

Thinking of you too mermaid and your lost one, {{hugs}} for a difficult day.

bakingqueen sending you lots of positive thoughts too, and well done for being there for your friend.

Scorpio good news on the scan, though I know what you mean about feeling like a long wait - it will be worth it though!

Kate not long now - whoopeee!!

Mermaid I think the three sessions of acupuncture have really done my cycles good. Before I had dd my af was always 3 days, afterwards it was between 9-14 days & now it seems to be back to three. Also the acupuncturist seemed obsessed with knowing what colour the blood is! I looked it up on the internet yesterday & apparently bright red blood is good, if it is too dark it means your blood has been stagnating. Also I read that the Chinese say that tampons shouldn't be used when ttc as it is literally like using a plug to keep the stale blood inside you rather than letting it flow out, & it can go back inside to your ovaries (might be a complete load of bollocks though!). Since mc I've not used tampons anyway as I seem to be obsessed with seeing what comes out of me!

4ever thinking of you tomorrow, I'm sure it won't hurt at all.

Neeko how are you doing today?

GG hope your holiday (& symptom spotting!) is going well.

Jules hope you are enjoying your break & you are managing to stay chipper.

Big waves to everyone else.

Mermaid Thinking of you. Hope you're feeling as strong as you sound.

Bakingqueen Hope you're feeling more "up" now. Don't feel you can't be down on here though. We're here for each other. Good days and bad. Take care.
4ever Know you won't get this til after but I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.

Scorpio Glad you're a bit better. Hormones are such a curse! (at least you have an excuse though )

Lion You're being very quiet about you. Are you doing ok? How many weeks now?

Barbie Yay. You're back tomorrow. this thread's so quiet without you. I hope you've had a lovely time with your RL friend though. Any news on the job front?

Gracie Is it just me or have you been on holiday forever?

MLS Ok, are you me??! i'm totally doing the no tampons and obsessed by colour thing. How sad are we? I'm still feeling quite upbeat because of positive AF step. Moaned to DH about him being away when I think I'm going to be ovulating and he says he will BD to demand whenever I tell him this month. (what a guy!The sacrifices he makes... )He's really keen to TTC again too so hopefully the timimg will work out.

Hope everyone is ok, especially all you lovely ladies who we haven't heard from in a while.

hi girls

good luck for tomorrow 4ever

im glad you are feeling better scorpio

im sorry bakingqueen you are feeling sad and i hope you feel better soon

thanks lion i cant beleive its only 8 days i am not ready lol

hi to everone else xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Kate Stop panicking! It'll all be fine. What realistically do you still have to do and can you distribute jobs to others?

Neeko heehee funny, I haven't used sanitary towels since I was about 16 & thank God they have changed since then or I would feel like I'm waddling around wearing one of my dd's nappies ! Now they have wings & everything!

Lucky you with the bd'ing on demand. I wish my dh would be so accommodating, I have to use my devious feminine wiles & spring it on him at the last minute, if I give him too long to think about it he'll brood about it & think himself into such a state that he'll have major performance anxiety.

oh i no all about that mls dh to be has performance aneiety too and says he cant perfom on demand lol

neeko i am sorted to be honest i just think i should be doing somthing all the time . dh to be sorting the last bits on saturday when im at work

Maybe my DH won't be able to either. There's a big difference between thinking about lots of BDing and actually doing it!
Kate Do some bridezilla stropping if you run out of things to do

ha ha i might just do that .i just need to stop stressing and relax its only beacase ive done all the planning and i want it to be nice and for everything to run smoothly.

It most likely will and chances are if it doesn't you won't really notice. I really hope you have a great day, but more importantly a wonderful marriage. Really better do some marking now. (But I'll be back tomorrow![grin})

morning girls - wedding plans - on the morning of mine dh to be still with hangover rushed to get his hair cut and locked himself out the house with an hour to go luckily I was in blissful ignorance otherwise I would have done a bridezilla too.

4ever I know you are pacing corridors probaby at this very moment but huge virtual positive thoughts for both of you.xx

yippee its friday and a long weekend. Hope all the big pants and graduating slowly pant wearers are all ok.
hi to jools lovely holiday lady.x

Morning girls,

Only on quickly as got a house full of kids here, I actually volunteered for school holiday cover!!!!

Just had to share my news I got a BFP on Wed, was in shock for a while as it happened so quickly but very happy at the same time. Trying not to let the negative thoughts creep in and thankfully the fact that the symptoms have kicked in already is helping. On the ginger biscuits already and my boobs are aching...............all good signs I hope.

4ever good luck for today, hope all goes well

Will try and check in later, hope everyone is having a good Friday. mm xxx

Congratulations MM. Lovely news All the kid mahem should be enough to stop you obsessing for today at least. Take care of yourself. You've just made this thread a lucky one!

congrats mm!!

I'm doing ok, 6+3 today, 11 days till scan.

and counting...

mmoohhhh! that is such good news. I am so glad that the not trying to bd worked.xx

Oh mm you've given me goose bumps, congratulations I am so pleased for you. Here is my hand for you to hold whenever you need it