The WIMBEWAI(N)F Club

[Bucky2008]

OK, so how about we start of on a positive....

I bought the test.

I did the test.

BFP .

Job done.

MOB - good luck at the hospital. Hope you see some other piccies of yoru two little rugby players

Bucky - come on now, stop keeping us in suspenders! Test, woman.

Going out to buy one now.

How was your weekend GG? Are you feeling OK? Sorry to be harping on about testing when you haven't even had time to get over your news yet .

hello Bucky. Yup, we had a nice weekend, although it was crap weather in Hamburg.

I'm really excited for you!! Why is it that we always seem to find out our POAS results in the romantic surroundings of the ladies loos at work?!

I'm ok - still feeling a bit shell shocked/ depressed. The usual: that it will never happen for us, why me, it's not fair, it was my baby(ies) . On the upside, the bleeding slowed to tiny spots on Friday and stopped completely by Saturday, which is a tremendous relief, because it was pretty alarming for a while, so physically i am a LOT better.

Its good that you stopped bleeding so quickly. That must be the smallest relief for you at least. (higs). You know I know exactly how you feel, but if it is any consolation at all here I am again 5 months later thinking that I'm in with a shot! That will be you in June and look how quickly the time goes!

I bought the test, but I had to pee urgently before I went to the shops so there will be no testing until at least 5pm now!! I just couldn't wait, I was dying to go as i have been engrossed in some work and put it off for ages .

arghhh, how can you have peeded before you went to Boots woman?! Now I will be sitting here all afternoon on tenterhooks until your next bathroom break

talking of bathroom breaks, where is caitni....?

erm...what is "peeded" ?!?

I can't spell

I like peeded, its another new word for us! I will let you know when I have peeded later via text so that you can have an immediate update. LOL.

Of course, I will update here also.

Good God Bucky, could you not have peeded into one of those little water fountain cups and kept it for later???

Glad to hear you are bearing up, GG.

I nearly "peeded" myself laughing at the image of Bucky trying not to spill a drop as she negotiates her way back to her desk through the open plan office with her sample

Honestly, as if!!!!

Although it did cross my mind hee hee, but I couldn't think of anywhere to stash it till I got back from Boots!

I am drinking a Elderflower Youth drink from Pret in the vain hope that it will make me young even if it does not make me peeded soon.

Will it be reliable if its in the afternoon after drinking loads of Elderflower water? .

You could have 'aimed' into a water bottle and dashed to Boots with it . Good luck bucky!

You could have aimed into the empty Pret elderflower cordial bottle. No one would have known the difference

Well, it seems that its just as well I peeded first as I think AF has arrived. I say 'think' because it is a little weird, without giving tmi, but it will probably turn into normal old AF in a few hours!! . Ah well, at least the sun's out and I still have my two tests for another time!

I didn't get any cramps or anything though weird...

Not that I get proper cramps, but I usually get an ache or something to let me know she is on her way!

Oh no, has AF really arrived Bucky?! I am so sorry

Only consolation is the weather at the moment. Things seem better when the sun is shining and the trees are budding into leaf

I don't know GG . I don't know how to explain without going into graphic detail but it was not the usual start, unless it turns red and there is lots more, then perhaps not. But I think the likelihood is that it will do just that.

I can't actually check on progress LOL, because of good old Lillets. I can't actually see...OMG, I can't still can't believe I have these conversations on here .

Well I'm going to remain optimistic for you Bucky, all is not over till the fat (red) lady sings and all that. Perhaps you should see how things go and test in the morning if things don't progress AF wise.

Bucky correct me if I am wrong but didn't you have odd bleeding before your last BFP? [knows too much about Bucky's ladyparts emoticon]

Yes, MrsH before both of them I had a slight brown discharge but not this time. As I suspected, TEW has arrived proper. Ah well, it was nice imagining it was going to happen for a few hours anyway .

It would have been a miracle anyway , but thanks for getting excited with me for a little while girls. x

hi ladies
bucky sorry TEW arrived so are you starting clomid this cycle again?? good luck
GG nice to see you back im glad the bleeding has stopped for you xx when do you have to go back to get your levels checked? {{{{{higs}}}}}}}
hi to everyone else
i havent tested myself yet and i will be buying a test tomorrow so i will be probably be testing tomorrow night wednesday morning im not gonna hold my breath but who knows eh?!!
xx ei xx

MrsH Just wanted to say i'll be thinking of you at your scan today. XX

Bucky Sorry it wasn't better news yesterday. ((Higs))

EI Get on and test woman!!

morning!!
MOB im buying a test today so we will have some sort of answer later on or in the morning but...
here is my chart to keep you lot entertained its saying triphasic now
see you all later xx
xx ei xx

mrsH - hope the scan goes well this morning!

Bucky Sorry chic, your time will come, just like mine will, but until then I will definitely be around here for at least a few months for (((((higs)))))

ei - can't wait for you to test, woman! We need some more good news around here . So excited. I am going for the follow up blood test tomorrow. It's a formality to give me a -ve test result and then I can get back in the queue for cycle #2. Wihout it, I am still classed as a +ve! I have to wait two normal periods (so this m/c, bleeding doesn't count) before trying again, so that will be June at the earliest before I can start again. I really hope it is not later than June, because I am sooooo impatient.

MOB - big wave to you and the DTs!

I am really quiet at work . That is not good because my mind wanders to dwelling on bad stuff or net surfing things I shouldn't an dalso it means that my job security is evaporating too. Grrrr! I don't need any more stress

No, Ei all done with the Clomid, twas just 3 months. I was super hormonal yesterday night , almost psycho!!! I had to go to bed at 8.30pm so that I didn't commit a crime of some type. So today I am really overslept and grouchy and am totally fed up. Hope your test brings us better luck anyway.

I am particularly fed up with the uncertainty. My appt at the clinic is on the 16th April. But I have holidays booked for the end of June, October and next Feb/March. So if they do put me forward for IVF what do I do? There is statistically only a 50/50 chance even if I do have it, so what with the appointments and possibility of getting up the duff I am all in a quandary. Generally because there is an equal possibility that I will miss my holidays and not be up the duff. I am beginning to wonder if I should just start to accept that I will not have children and get on with my life. At least the laws of pregnativity did not come into play so I can continue my laser hair removal. OMG listen to me, I have become the most shallow person on the planet. "What if a baby gets in the way of my holidays and beauty treatments". Oh Bucky shut the f*ck up for goodness sakes. Obviously, I want a baby more, but if I can't have one I want the shallow stuff...hope everyone understands a bit .