TTC Thread 15...........a thread full of babydust.

[geordie]

here it is girls.

ttc 15

the last one of 2005 I think.......

However- I am sending loads of babydut to you all

I really hope this beanie sticks......cos as much as i luv you all I really want to join a antenatal board!!

Geordie
(and beanie due august 15th 2005!)

Hester so glad your back with us but sorry your feeling so poo!! still keeping fingers crossed for you really hope this is your month.
Well dr didnt call me today bastard
But i had a good day shopping for xmas pressies then when ds was asleep i did some gardening. Shit my throat is still sore from the op not happy about that.
Did some looking on the internet about blocked tubes and the next step for cleaning them out just really confused me i think the next step is an ultrasound of some sort then micro surgery so i will proberly be put back on another waiting list for it all and be waiting for another year i really dont think i will cope with that if the dr tells me that i have to wait. but he may want me to do ivf and thats really not an option for us cause of the $$$$ dh says well we will just have to save the money cause we want 3 children and he doesnt care how much it costs. bless him. I was told at 18 i couldnt have children with out medical help and now i have a ds to prove them all wrong so iam going to do it again...

Hi Tania - how lovely to hear you sounding so well - gardening the day after your op?! Glad to hear DH is being so supportive. You're right - you have already proved 'them' wrong once and there's no reason why you shouldn't again, especially with such a positive attitude. I admire your determination

I admit RD iam a little sore now after gardening but i think iam trying to keep my mind busy its nearly 11:15pm here and i have just finished cleaning the aircon filter and painted the back door. Iam just nuts atm not sure what i should be thinking or doing just trying to stay as positive as i can be or i might just go mad.

Hi hester, keep smiling honey!

JB yes there was a green light about 4-5 dpo.

I am cd6 today and did my first stick for this cycle.

I am just about to ring Gynae secretary

Tania, glad you're feeling better today {{{hugs}}}, how frustrating not getting the call you've been waiting for - is there any room for you to chase them up?

Hester, good to see you around, have posted on the other thread, lol x

Hi to everyone else, am just about over my sick bug, thank goodness.

Tania, how infuriating of your doctor - he must realise how anxious you are. Hugs to you.

Rudy - I think you've got a great chance. You inseminated all through your fertile period! Really hope you get your good news.

hi jedd!

Remember everybody (and reminding myself this) you DON'T KNOW when the magic BFP will come. A few women 'know' but most of us really don't. Some women get no symptoms in the early weeks, some get really confusing symptoms, and IME the symptoms of being premenstrual and the symptoms of pregnancy are not that different (why do they never tell you that?).

you're right hester - it's finding the balance between remaining hopeful and positive and driving yourself insane with disappointment and not wanting to get your hopes up that is so hard. In the meantime we just torture ourselves with too much thinking and trying to work things out that can't be worked out. What we all need is a big fat dose of patience

Are you chasing your appt Jeddah? Hope it's soon.

Hester and Tania you're doing amazingly well!! if either of you were my dp I'd be really proud of you!

Morning all.

Sorry about BFN, Hester.

What a nice husband it sounds like you have, Tania.

No AF yesterday. I felt like it was coming for the past few days, but not anymore this morning, but got a BFN a few days ago. Driving myself crazy today, too. Don't want to waste money on another test, and also am afraid will get another BFN, whereas if I don't test and AF doesn't show up there is still a chance.

AFTERNOON GIRLS.

WELL THIS WILLBE MY LAST POST ON THIS THREAD!!!

BFP ARRIVED ON THURSDAY MORNING AFTER GIVING UP TESTING. 5 DAYS LATE AND MY LITTLE BLUE CROSS APPEARED ON MY CLEAR BLUE STICK.

SORRY TO ALL THAT HAVE BEEN TESTING, AND I FEEL REALLY BAD TO POST TODAY, AND HOPE YOU CAN BE SLIGHTY PLEASED BUT ENVIOUS I UNDERSTAND. HAVE STARTED A NEW THREAD TO THE JOY OF OTHERS TOO I HOPE.

THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL GIVEN ME OVER THE LAST TWO MONTHS.

LOVE KIRSTY..

Three cheers for Kizzy!

hester sorry about the BFN hon. (((hugs)))

jeds - have u chased for the appt yet?

kiz congrats hon. and don't feel bad.

i'll go over to the other thread and see u all there.

wow kyzzi.the best xmas present u can have.so pleased for u and excited . anyone else?anyone else waiting to test?

well kyzzy, ur dh must be over the moon and mayb did read result on the stik?

i am trying to convince myself that this month i aint pg (i dont want to be disappointed as i get worked up so easily, silly me).dont feel pg in the slightest.

hope u all are fine

sorry Hester about the bfn.so annoying when a lady wants to be pg so badly and cant do it straight away and other women who 'dont deserve it' get pg at the clik of the finger

jb - not long until ur huby comes bak? u must be really looking forward to it now

cockenzie - come to TTC16. hon.

Dear Tania2,
I'm so so sorry, would you believe i just looked through the forum now and saw your posts! How is everything with you...I've kind of been out of it!

Hi chacha, just to let you know we've hopped threads, you'll find Tania here: thread16