🌈 TTC after miscarriage thread 9 🌈💕🤞⭐️

[bunnykins123]

@LuckyMoonstone @MrsCristiano @Astar21 @curliegirlie @emhope @HoneyPea @FfayeN @Mabelledox @Indianna2006 @mummatara @Skylark1990 @theblueflowers

New thread ladies - please add anyone I've missed 💕

@MrsCristiano testing with FMU May give you some reassurance ☺️ and no one is judging!

@LuckyMoonstone hoping it is implantation, it does sound more like that than AF 🤞🏼

@pangolin84 @mummatara @Indianna2006 @bunnykins123 so glad I'm not the only one totally obsessed with tests and pregnancy anxiety 🤣

3DPO - feels like a month has passed 😂😂😂

4DPO I mean!!! Sets off the party poppers 🤣🤣🤣

@MrsCristiano hell no of course not ❤️ I want to see that progression line so badly for you just like everyone else does and we're all obsessed with poas in here absolutely zero judgement. Even after I said to myself yesterday I wasn't going to go and buy a digital and just be happy that I have lines I decided last night I will go and get a digital this morning because you have to do whatever you feel like doing and if that means poas everyday then so be it xxx

@LuckyMoonstone I'm with @FfayeN not sure it sounds like af gosh I hope not 🤞🏼

@FfayeN haha 🥳 they need a party pooper emoji 4dpo does it feel like it's been weeks on end yet?

@FfayeN honestly I don't think I should write messages at 5.30 am you just said it feels like months have passed 🙄 someone pass me a brain 😂

It’s AF for definite. I can’t believe my cycles are getting worse, not better. I don’t understand why my body is so messed up. I can’t deal with this anymore 😞

@LuckyMoonstone ahhhh lovely that really sucks 😢 have you been for tests? I can't remember if you have or not does seem very odd they are getting worse

I took the plunge with a digital this morning I'm happy with the progression and can now stop spending money and testing I feel so much better

Now to just get to the 12 week scan 🌈🙏🏼🤞🏼

@mummatara That’s brilliant 🎉 So pleased for you and got my fingers crossed for a very sticky bean x

Hahaha I know what you mean @mummatara!
@LuckyMoonstone I'm sure you're waiting for some tests with the GP aren't you? Did you get any internet tests in the end to speed it up? So sorry to hear AF has arrived 😣. It really does sound like something may be a miss and I really hope it can be sorted when you get your results. If you haven't read It Starts with the Egg it's worth a scan read, to see if any of it applies to you. I also gave seed cycling a go to regulate my cycles and it did seem to work a little.
@mummatara glad your digital gave you reassurance 🥰, what a relief xxx

My test this morning was mega faint so I’m getting mentally prepared for the bleeding to start now.

Everyone who was so kind last night I slept in so I couldn't do a test DH was running round mental but this is last night. More grey than anything I think. I DTD last night that usually brings on AF but nothing still

@pangolin84 it's soooo hard

@mummatara congrats lovely 🥰

@pangolin84 I honestly have had some super faint ones have you tried anything other than a frer? I've never had a problem with frers being faint before but this time they all seem to be I think todays is the only one that seemed ok off the bat

@pangolin84 I'm so so sorry your tests have gotten lighter. It's so hard. Sending you big hugs 💕

@mummatara that's so exciting! Congratulations!! You really are with child!

@LuckyMoonstone oh no I'm so sorry AF has arrived. This journey is just so so hard. Sending you big hugs 💕

@FfayeN I've got it on my kindle but haven't had the time to read it. I do exercise and wonder if that plays a part. Why is cycling not advised?

@MrsCristiano going for a walk/run often brings it on too. But that's a lot more effort than DTD. God these bleeding tests have a mind of their own! Big hugs (and Prosecco) 💕

@MrsCristiano I still see a line on that test and for an afternoon/evening wee this early I don't think the line would be all that good anyway. Is af due today?

@mummatara AF due Friday. I'm still feeling awful like everything is turning me. So if AF hasn't started I'll do the FRER Friday x

Thanks everyone. I have a docs appointment in a couple of weeks time. But then I’ll have to wait god knows how long to be looked at and for any treatment, if any is recommended. And every month that goes by is just another month further away from where my life is supposed to have gone 😔 don’t know how I’m going to get through work, thank god this is my last day today then 5 days off

@mummatara congratulation lovely!! 💞. Should deffo be happy with those lines and the confirmed digital. Stick around little one 🤞🏼

@pangolin84 oh hun I’m sorry it’s getting lighter. 😔 may be best just to wait and see if any bleeding starts then keep testing. It’s so hard. When is AF she is it now technically late?

@MrsCristiano so hard to know. I can see a faint grey something but dunno if it’s just my eyes or not. I seen lots of lines on my tests sometimes will abate to nothing 🙄 ugh guys why is it so hard ffs. So anxiety provoking. Sorry xx

@FfayeN woop woop for 4dpo for you!! I am 6dpo. Dragggginnnggg!

@LuckyMoonstone oh no way 😔 right so your luteal phase was 8dpo then? What has happened other cycles. Let’s look at your charts see what the pattern is looking like?
we’re they all okay and normal prior to your mc? xx

@Indianna2006 yeah everything absolutely fine before MC. Average cycle lengths. Two week luteal phase. But since MC my cycles have been in the 30s, and as long as 43 days one cycle. LP is 10 days at best, but last month dropped to 9 days, and this month was 8 days 😔

@LuckyMoonstone I really hope your bleeding stops and it's not AF!

@pangolin84 Sorry your lines aren't getting darker :(

@MrsCristiano I see that line too, shame you couldn't test this morning!

@mummatara Woohoo for the digital! Congrats again :D

My FRER this morning was a BFN so I guess yesterday's cheapie was a dodgy one. Still, 12dpo and no spotting yet so... who knows? I'll wait til Friday now and test again if AF doesn't show. I hate early testing but I can never stop myself x__x

@TheBirdintheCave it is I’m afraid ☹️