The Hut of Gl/Doom Part V- for the unapologetically despondent

[duchesse]

The new hut. Ta-da!

This one is a snug little basement World War 2 type nightclub, with dim lighting, snug velvet sofas, red walls and certainly no politically correct smoking bans. Occasionally certain selected men may be admitted at our convenience.

Sit down, make yourselves at home, and never, ever apologise for feeling like shit. That's about it.

i have decided to only keep one test in my sock draw. Only to be used in emregencies.
That way I can save myself £50 a month on unecessary wee stick buying.

I think I am addicted to the negative hormones released after getting a BFN. Seeing as I have had loads of those for the past 6 months. And only 3 BFPs. I dont like my odds much!!

ronshar, im so sorry you are here again.

lol duchesse, you are not alone. this month i valiently waited til Dday before wee-ing, but my patience didnt pay off, CD1 (again) dh is being a wnker about his tests (again) and i feel shtty for moaning when i have so much already, but its just not enough (ps, add me to your facebook friends and we can play scrabulous together)

I think a posse of us should come to your house to give your husband a serious talking to. We'll bring the implements.

oh thank you , sorry i had to run, had a lesson. just fed up of ttc now and feeling like such a rubbish excuse for a woman every month. i know its not rational, but this is officially 2y ttc, ive been pg 6 times and have no baby to show for it.

feeling a bit sorry for myself today.

Thats ok you are allowed an off day. You are not a failure. You have a physical reason for your troubles. Nothing you can do about that.
Here's a large pink gin and an olive. Drink up love.

thanks, oh i feel crap now. you are going through it and I'M winging. how are you?

Oh dont worry about me I'm quite bouncy really. I am oving this weekend. Already!!!!
So I am hoping to have MC and BFP within the same month. Hows that for optomistic. So sorry but cant spell today.

Lissie I have just watched south news/meridian and they were talking about a company which helped a lady get pregnant after 2 years recurrant MC. Suppliments. She now has a boy & a girl within 12 months!! Foresight I think. Look up on meridian websight. It was on after main news on itv.
Could all be bollocks though

thank you, shall look into that now!

i really dont blamer you for wanting to ge3t straight back into it. i normally advise against it, but in this case i think you are doing the right thing x

I've just found this thread and I think you are all fab. I wish i'd known you during my seven years and 10 ivf attempts to have my ds. But now feeling down as have spent 2 years 3ivf attempts trying for DC2 most of my friends have had their families years ago my godchild hits double figures this year and all those people I met when I had DS have had second children. I love my DS and know how lucky I am to have him but i want him to have a sibling. My sex life has been utterly destroyed by IVF and trying to conceive - we haven't had sex since I got pregnant with ds. Most of the time I am really upbeat but recently a really good friend and I am happy for her got pregnant with her first cycle of ivf with one embryo and I just thought why isn't it me.

oh christ, i dont know what to say. welcome to the hut, i sincerely wish you didnt have to be here.

how old is ds?
and never feel like you shouldnt be sad or jealous. you have every right to be.

DS is 2.9 and my life saver!

its tough isnt it, men just dont understand that primitive longing for a child, they try. but its different for them!

My Dh as much as I love him, is crap.
He has absolutely no emotional ability inside him at all. He genuinely does not understand why this whole MC thing upsets me.
When I had mmc in March he thought that once I got over the ERPC (the next day) that I would be all ok. He was very surprised when a couple of months later I was crying on his shoulder! He is very good at patting my back

Why are they always out when you need them?

how are you today ronshar?

duchesse, cant access facebook, im not ignoring you, i promise. its a new computer and keeps booting me off

Hello all. I hope you're all as well as can be expected.

(lissie- hope your pc woes are nearly over- it's your move on both games)

i cant get anywhere near scrabulous. shall try again

lissie - sorry to jump in here again, but this is the thread I know you check. Just wondering if you ever got the parcel I sent you a couple of weeks ago.

hi! was keeping my eye out for you. i did thanks and its fab!! are you sure you dont want any money for it?

No thanks lissie, don't worry about it. I'll be happy enough if you get your desired result from it!!

thank you.

everyones been very quiet in here. i am leaving the ttc threads again i think. i hate other people getting BFPs now. ftc is making me evil!

some good news tho, i have spoken to Liverpool Womens Hospital and if i get a doctors referral (which will be easy) they will take me on as a patient (they are great with recurrant mc) so i will at least have a fighting chance of getting some answers!

That's why I'm spending less and less time on MN as well- I'm turning into a Grumpy Old Woman. Just the word Help! in the subject line of a ttc thread makes me want to spew, cos it's usually about someone who is pregnant accidentally. The fact that my first three pregnancies were accidents is neither here nor there- I'm just too bitter...

lol, i hate it when people say "ive been ttc 2m, its just taking so long!"

i also hate the "am i pg" threads.
ffs, do a HPT!

That sort of comment (2m one) could only come out of the mouth of an immature 15 yr old, surely? Or someone who hadn't evolved much beyond 15...

youd have thought so.

i think i suggested a stats rollcall so that she could see how pathetic it was