2WW... The longest wait

[guinicorn]

Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

Morning ladies. I started my day with some pink CM so as you can imagine I'm not the happiest lady right now... Same happened last month and a couple days later AF came. Temp hasn't dropped yet and still have headache/achey boobs xx

Aw @guinicorn you're not out yet. Bodies are weird. Keep us posted.

I woke up to pretty much a bloodbath this morning (sorry tmi) so I think we have to conclude that AF just came 5 days early to mess with me this month. At least my TWW was more like a one week wait and we can start trying again soon.

Don’t lose hope guinicorn lots of things start to change/loosen etc early on. I’ve collected my FMU to test later as I wasn’t convinced about yesterday’s test. Either way, after 3 m/c in a row and 5 in total I’m probably just wasting my money as I think I’m too fat and too old to grow a new human anymore.

Hi everyone I woke up to slight bleeding today so think that's me out xx

So sorry @AutismFamily it's so hard isn't it.

@peasando I'm so gutted I done a test and there still a line still feel the same but with the blood I'm not hopeful xx

@AutismFamily how many dpo are you again? It could be nothing, especially if there's not much blood

@AutismFamily what is the blood like? If it’s pinky or brown it’s pretty common.

@peasando I DTD 12 days ago and think that is when I ovulated as been using ovulation sticks due to missing last month's period and that day and say 2 days after there was a line then nothing after that. I checked I'm cp last night before I went to sleep it was high soft and closed and still had cm where I'm normally dry. Problem I'm having is I have no pads left so having to use a tampon and sorry for tmi but it is only the tip that has it on and this was from about 4am till 9am. My boobs are still sore not as much as before but I can still feel it. Still feel icky and was heaving (don't know how to spell that) like every other day. I did get sharp twinges not last night but night one before then all day yesterday I had backache and burning in lower back. Xx

@sauty is dark red almost like red wine colour if u get me xx

Hi all. I’m 4 days late- tested the day AF was due was negative. Advice ladies- when would you test again? Thanks

@AutismFamily, I’m sorry to hear that, blood red isn’t a great sign, but weirder things have happened. It’s unfortunately a waiting game, which is soooo difficult.

@Hatty33 NOW! Lol and post us a picture. X

Thanks! Think I might buy a cheap one and give that ago DH thinks we need to wait until AF is a week over!

@sauty that was my thinking with but it then I think it is different to my normal period or when I MC I normally have it really heavy (tmi but I always have to shower if I come on in night as it's so bad). So hard to know xx

@AutismFamily, all my m/c have been big gushes. The worst was when I went to Ibiza on holiday, I had literally just sat on my sun lounger on the first day of our holiday and I flooded, I was so embarrassed, everyone around us must have seen and heard, plus the horror on Dh face said it all. 😩
@Hatty33, I can understand husbands ease of waiting, but I look at it that it’s my body, my pee sample and I have absolutely no patience to wait. As it is I’m waiting on my order from Amazon of some more tests, I only ordered them yesterday on Prime and I’m tapping my foot and getting annoyed because they left the delivery depot 2 hours ago. 😂🤣😂

@sauty yes that just what mine have been like but this isn't like that. Also my boobs are more sore today than ever 🤔 I just don't know. I'm stuck in limbo I'm thinking am I grasping at straws coz I know this is my last try it is it really possible that I am xx

@sauty I have hunted and found a pad going to see what it's like in a hour xx

Good luck and fingers crossed @AutismFamily.
May I just ask why this is your last try?

I have had 13 miscarriages, 2 being in the last few months. Me and my partner had split up but been trying to work things out. (We have a very very interfering mother on his side) hence the break up. He wasn't over the moon when I had the faint line as he said we hadn't sorted us out properly (which I get) but he also knows how much I want this but I'm getting older now and as us women know we have a clock that we have to beat xx

@AutismFamily oh my goodness! I’m so sorry to hear what you have gone through and yes I understand about the ticking clock. I think we take the time we have to do this for granted and having lost 13 as well I applaud your determination. I’m hoping you fulfil your wish this time. Xx

So I did it again... is that a plus sign?

WOWSERS! You got your big fat positive there @Hatty33!!! Congratulations. 💝

Amazon delivery turned up! 👏
Test bfn 😩
Still not out though 🤞

@sauty so I have had that pad on for 2 hours and not one bit on it blood is now a peachy pink colour if you get me. It's nice to have people that understand. See for men it's easy they ent got a time frame so him saying let's wait a few years it's like If I'm having problems now wtf so u think it will be like in a few years.
@hatty33 I'm so sorry I was wondering wrapped up in me I didn't even see your picture that looks positive to me Hun congratulations!!! Yay xx