2WW... The longest wait

[guinicorn]

Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

Well @AutismFamily I think that sounds rather positive! I’ve literally got everything crossed for you Hun. I can tell you want this so bad... When will you be retesting? I’ve just done a 10miu one and it’s a defo negative, (maybe a squinter in a certain light with a full moon in Jupiter but that’s literally my desperation), but I’m not due on for a couple of days so I’ll just drive myself mad for a few days. Again. 🥴

I have been doing this to myself since 3 dpo lol. I just done test and got this xx

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Aw @AutismFamily I can see that one without even zooming in! Congratulations hun xx

Whooohooo! I can see that one for defo @AutismFamily

Definitely something there @autismfamily sorry to hear about how hard your journey has been.

Thanks girls so far still nothing on pad so fingers crossed xx

@AutismFamily I can see something too!
Fingers crossed for you 😊

Bleeding has got slightly heavier 😭xx

Aw no. 😭😭

@AutismFamily, how are you today? X

@sauty hi Hun bleeding is still same medium flow. I done a clear blue early test ² of them both came up vvfl with in 5 mins and one I literally had to squeeze the wee out. Boobs still sore felt sick when I woke up like I have been. I just don't understand. How are u? Xx

I got some folic acid from my last pregnancy do u think I should take them or would it be pointless now xx

@AutismFamily still sounds promising to me, I would keep taking the folic acid if I were you. Keeping all my fingers crossed for you xx

Thank you @peasando it means a lot xx

Yes keep taking just incase. Keep strong. X

FMU today BFN. Would have thought with soreness of boobs I’d have a + on a 10miu but not even a squinter.

@sauty how many dpo are u now? Xx

@AutismFamily I’m 11 dpo today though I read that it can take up to 12 days to implant. I know I’m not out until AF arrives, but I know from my previous 3 conceptions that I’d be + now on a 10miu. X

@sauty if it hasn't implantated then the HCG would not be rising yet so that could very well be the case with you Hun xx

Yeah I just need to lay off the sticks for a few days and stop looking for symptoms. 😬
So hard. 😩😩😩

@sauty I hear ya I'm the same easier said than done though ent it. So I just checked my cervix and they still high soft and closed xx

Aw that’s brilliant news @AutismFamily please keep us informed how you go today. I’m going to spend it sat on my hands so that I can’t retest. 😬😬😬

Haha Ur so like me xx

@sauty hi Hun how are u? So bit of a update bleeding has been pretty minimal today like maybe a inch on the pad in total so finger crossed. Xx