2WW... The longest wait

[guinicorn]

Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

Hi sorry to jump on thread, but I’ve had three m/c in a row now the last was early February. This morning I woke up and my husband pointed out that my teeth were coated in blood and I’d noticed yesterday that my boobs were a bit achy. But thought nothing of it. Anyway, I found a 10miu test in the drawer this morning, at most I’m 8-9 dpo. This came up in the time limit, do I have line eyes?

@Sauty can definitely see something there, can't see if it has any colour though, does it look pink irl?

I’d say slightly pink? It’s difficult to decide when the Control line is blaring out pink. I’ll just have to try again tomorrow I recon but 24 hours seems like a zillion miles away. 😩

It will look more in the bowl because it's mixed with water and pee Hun. see how it goes as u say don't stress as will make it worse for u. Do u think? I'm 11dpo. I really hope so this is gonna be my last chance xx

Hi @sauty I think I can see something but it's very early to tell. Be careful testing early I done that has light lines like that and now I'm panicking cos I haven't got a in your face one xx

To update you all, think this is definitely a bfp taken this morn!

Congrats @Rupert1996, thought so!

Yey!!! Congratulations!!

Congratulations @rupert1996 xx

How many dpo are u @rupert1996 xx

@Sauty I think I can see something too, test again tomorrow or the day after. Fingers crossed for you!

@Rupert1996 congratulations!! 😊

I retested this morning just to be certain as I tested at 10dpo and thought it might of been a blip!
Had some pink discharge (after sex tmi sorry!) so just a little worried!

If u showing on digital as 2-3 weeks there is a good amount of HCG @destiny xx

Fantastic news Destiny congratulations!!!

This is mine not fmu though xx

@AutismFamily I think I can see something on yours?

@sauty That's what I was hoping someone would say lol. I had some aches and twinges last night in side abdomen and today I got a ache ( bit like a burning sensation) in lower back and headache I also have a funny taste in my mouth so keep using mouth wash but I'm not sure if it's metal taste xx

What’s the sensitivity of that test? @AutismFamily

@sauty I think it's like 10 miu. It's a frer one Hun. Xx

Hi ladies! Only just sat down... hope everyone is doing ok. My partner and I dont live together so I spend friday and saturday nights at his place and usually another night in the week. Fertile weeks are different though, the last couple of months I've moved myself into his for a good 10 days lol

@peasando I agree, your not out till AF shows up for definite! Are you still seeing anything?

@helensss They say the brown stuff is implantation, I'm sure its nothing to be worried about

@autismfamily Dont be disheartned, hormones fluctuate hour by hour, day by day so you might have good days and bad days. How much are you seeing? maybe it is implantation, they say you can still cramp and it can still last more than 24 hours. Thats one thing ive noticed about this site is how difficult the pics are to see... Fingers crossed for implantation!

@sauty I cant see the images well but fingers crossed for you!

@Rupert1996 aww thats a definite definite positive there lady! congratulations!!

@destiny25 Aww thats so good, you defintly have positive there! I wouldnt worry about seeing little bits here and there, I gets its not a completly sealed off area and I would expect a bit whilst everything settles in how are you feeling?

Today is the first AF due day for me and I've not seeing anything yet but still trying not to build my hopes up. My cycles vary so widely before my implant I could just be waiting for a 35+ day cycle...

I did get a stinking headache today though and definitly had dizzy spells. Not sure about CM this weekend as Ive been with the fella....(tmi!) but will get back to checking again tomorrow.

Does anyone else get worried about moving around too much in the 2ww? I usually go to the gym 4 evenings a week but avoided it completly the last week. I work full time in an office but the also do food deliveries in the evening for a few hours so I'm in and out of my car a lot and just worried this might cause problems...I want this to be it so badly...xx

@guinicorn don't worry about exercising too much, I went jogging & swimming and also have a 5 year old that I run around after, I wasn't symptom watching or wasn't even hopeful this month but here I am,
My sickness is kicking in now, and the back ache is like a switch! But all in all I'm okay thanks for asking 😊
When are you testing? X

@destiny25 Thats good to know thank you I'm glad youre feeling ok. I think im just so paranoid about doing anything wrong. I'm determined to get back to the gym once I know one way or another and I need the extra cash from the deliveries so I cant avoid that.

I've had a little bit of (very mild) nausea but it seems to come on later in the day, not sure if it means anything or if its just because im stressing myself! The backache I have seems to be off to one side rather than the middle of my, its like its around my left hip...

I'm going to try very hard not to test till at least wednesday... I may cave in before that thought lol xx

Evening @guinicorn 😃

Still bleeding but I'm still only on liners and it's more brownish now, although I have seen a few little (tiny) clots (TMI!)

My heart is telling me I'm out this month but there's a very small stupid optimistic part of me that thinks there may still be a chance. We'll see. DH read a story online this afternoon about a lady who had similar bleeding and went on to have twins, so he's convinced that's what's going to happen... 🙄

Just been trying to take my mind off it today. Took DS to the zoo this morning and then had a long bath (with a vodka tonic, oops!) while he was having his nap this afternoon, then cooked us all a roast for dinner. Will see what happens overnight.

I'm looking forward to you testing! x

@peasando I've read that brown should be fine, maybe it clotted a tiny bit on the way down and out...? How would you feel if it was twins?! I'd be in so much shock 😂

Aww thank you, as soon as I cave in and test I'll let you know! My OH is very excited to start a family and apparently already knows the name if we have a boy lol (I need to be pregnant first!) I'm really not fussed about having particular names (I'd say no to anything obviously silly) so I'm happy for him to choose but he won't tell me what it is till birth 😂 He's turkish and he's told me several names and their meanings and they sound so lovely, I'm sure whatever it is will be fine lol

I know what you mean... My head is trying to convince my heart that this is just a long cycle and I'll come on some time in the next week. Its so hard not to build your hopes up though... Let us know how your night goes! I'm having to sleep on my back at the moment due to the sore boobs! 😂 Xx

Haha @guinicorn if I found out I was pregnant with twins I think I'd have heart failure! I'd be delighted of course but DS is 2 and we live in a flat...it would defo be a game changer!

I'm still so impressed by your willpower. I've got a good feeling about this month for you!

@peasando aww that's really kind, thank you! That's made me smile 😁 I'm willing my body not to do anything I don't want it to lol

Definitely would be a game changer! But they do say double the trouble, double the fun ☺️ xx