2WW... The longest wait

[guinicorn]

Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

Eeek I’m trying really hard not to get excited but I hope this is finally it!! X

@helensss that's not a faint positive that's a in your face look at me mummy positive yay!!! I'm 9dpo now. I'm sending you lots of extra sticky dust xx❤️🥰

Omg I feel so weird!!! I’ll try take my digital when I get home but scared it will say negative 😫 thank you xxx 9dpo not long to find out then 😃

Hi ladies, sorry I'm so late in replying, I'll be on more later but wanted to say @helensss omg!! That's a positive positive lady! Congratulations! 😁♥️ @destiny25 congratulations to you too!! Omg so many babies! 😁♥️ I'm so happy for both of you.

@autismfamily apparently being tearful is a good sign so my fingers are crossed tight for you! 🤞♥️

Today for me still brings sore boobs!, lots of CM, cervix still high and soft, temp still up, took a little dip but very small, feeling exhausted and out of breath after just 5 mins moving around and still have that weird pressure in my low abdomen, still a very slight dull backache.... Not as weepy today but I've just spent a couple of hours with the fella and he's a cheeky monkey who makes me laugh 😂

Doctor doesn't think I should have any problems with conceiving, I don't smoke or drink, eat healthy and am losing weight (in a good way), having a blood test tomorrow but thats for my thyroid problem to make sure that doesn't have an impact on anything. He's also referring me to an endocronologist for thyroid/ovary check so all good 👍 he wants an update after this cycle if I am or if I'm not pregnant lol

Lots of hugs to everyone xx

Hi @guinicorn that all sounds very promising to me . How far dpo are u?
@helensss don't worry if it is negative that will only be because HCG still low there is no way that is wrong xx

@autismfamily thank you, I'm around 9dpo but according to a couple of the apps I'm due AF on sunday so I have no idea what's actually true 😣 how about you, how is your day going?

@helensss I agree, if you get a Bfn don't worry, it will just be your body adjusting, that's definitely a positive you have there 😁 xx

@guinicorn sounds promising! A plan is good, hopefully they can reassure you. I did a digital and it said negative waaa, hopefully it’s lying not so sure xx

@guinicorn are the apps ones where u put in when u actually start af? Xx

@Helensss they don't pick up low amounts of hormone apparently, I was very shocked with mine!
Try again in a few days, hopefully it'll tell you then x

@helensss look Hun I'm the same xx

@destiny25 hopefully and @autismfamily aren’t those words horrid, baby dust to us all! X

@helensss I'm sure in a few days you will get a different result completely 😁 does it say how sensitive the digital ones are? I'm sure its nothing like the frer ones.

@autismfamily yea I put in the start of my last AF (18th Feb) the cycle before that was 27 days so if I go by that then I should be due on Sunday. Before my implant my cycles were quite irregular, I'll see if I can upload a pic!

Sticky baby dust to all! xx

@guinicorn Some of the apps have auto track so maybe that's why it's different?.
@helensss yes they are it's horrible to see. 😣
I'm at the point in the 2ww where I'm thinking it's all in my head xx

Has anyone felt a sensation like bubbles popping down there xx

@autismfamily last week I have a feeling like nerves jumping right accross the bit where your stomach meets the other bits, it lasted a couple of hours. The only other thing was just feeling bruised inside like bending over, sitting and standing is uncomfortable... xx

@autismfamily I was at the same point a few days ago, it seems to change each day. At the moment I'm telling myself that AF will come and we will have to try again next month...

I have a strange question for you all... After the 2ww do you worry about have sex incase it knocks the egg loose if its trying to implant or maybe if it's going to make your AF start? See where my brain is at tonight... 🙈 I need sleep 😂😂😂 xx

@guinicorn I get what you mean but really don't worry on bit it won't do anything the egg is safely tucked away out of reach.
I also been very achy and bloated today. I have been doing them silly online quizes to lol. Today I have been soo tired I feel asleep earlier for nearly 3 hours thought great I won't be able to sleep tonight but I'm struggling to keep my eyes open xx

Hi can I join? TTC number 2, had 11 miscarriages before DS came along so all a bit terrifying. Not fancying my chances this month as we only managed to DTD once 🤦‍♀️ but I have so many symptoms so you never know! Sore boobs, nausea, dizziness(always a sign for me), sore gums (which I didn't even know was a symptom until yesterday) and yes @AutismFamily yesterday I had a really weird bubbling/fluttering sensation - stopped me in my tracks at work and definitely wasn't wind! I think I'm 8dpo today and stupidly POAS this morning which was obviously BFN - couldn't help myself. Idiot.

@guinicorn yes I know what you mean, I told my husband that I worried about that and he just laughed at me 😂 I did another first response this morning and can see a stronger line I think!

@Helensss that's a really strong BFP, congratulations!! 🎉

@peasando do you think? My clear blue said negative last night!

Clear blue digis aren't that sensitive, and you did it in the evening too. Maybe do another digi tomorrow with FMU? How many dpo are you? I've never had 'pregnant' on a digi until after my period was due, even when I've had positive FRERs for a few days beforehand

@peasando I’m 13 dpo due on tomorrow. Maybe I’ll do one tomorrow morning, so hard waiting! I’m so excited if I am as it will be my first baby and we’ve been trying for so long! That’s good to hear, thank you. Your symptoms sound exciting, I’ve had such sore boobs and keep feeling sick! Xx

Ah @Helensss I'm so excited for you! Defo do it tomorrow morning then...it's absolutely magic when you see those words in black and white! The waiting is awful though I know, you'll have to keep yourself busy today!

Morning ladies how is everyone?
@peasando welcome I wouldn't worry about only dtdo I was the same. That sensation is strange isn't it only way I can describe it is passing wind through my vagina that comes from my uterus hahaha 😂.
Ohhhh @helensss I actually had tears when I looked at that pic I'm so happy for u Hun. Xx