2WW... The longest wait

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Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

@sauty yh I get what u mean hun. I was was surprised I woke up and my boobs where really sore xx

Update for everyone bleeding has stop was pretty much nothing today anyway also done test and line was a bit darker xx

That sounds promising @AutismFamily hun - got a pic?

@peasando no I forgot to take one. I got sidetracked as my sister had her baby early and there some problems xx

Aw, I hope your sis and baby are ok xxx

Good Morning ladies. Just to let you know I’m a defo Out this month, all ok though I’m fine about it. I hope your all ok x

Sorry to hear that @Sauty. Fingers crossed for next month x

We’ll see @peasando, as I’ve said before I think I’m too old and too fat to be a mum again. I had a full MOT blood test last week though to see if anything was amiss, so I’ll see what the results come back with and then go from there. X

@Sauty let us know how the results go. I'm pretty old and fat too! xxx

@sauty I'm old and fat too so don't let that get u down Hun. I had a little bit of blood again today only when I wiped going to buy a test to do in morning and see.
Yh she is sort of ok the baby has low form of downs and a hole in her heart and my sister's placenta grew into the scar of her old c section so they had to cut her down and around her belly button, she also had to have a everything taken away which has got to her. Even though she was wanting to get sterilised as she has 4 kids it's a case of ok when she is saying it differently when she being told what is happening if you get me. But to make matters worse she got home was ok but in pain her midwife came and called an ambulance as her wound had come open and was infected.
What do all you guys do for the lead up to ovulation to help you xx

Oh no your poor sister @AutismFamily! Sounds utterly awful what she is going through, I hope she gets the treatment she needs and is on the track to a full recovery soon.
I’m 42 next weekend, I said I’d try until my birthday and then we would stop. I had to wait 8 weeks to see (the nice doctor) who saw me through my secondary conception issues and he was really quite positive about it not being too late to try again - just said there can be more complications that’s all. He knows about my m/c’s so he’s running blood tests to check for reasons why I’m not carrying beyond 6 weeks. He’s also checking thyroid function and other hormone related issues. I should have my results back by Thursday. I’ll keep you informed!

@sauty hopefully the bloods and the doctor have answers for u Hun. It could be as simple as a pill to balance things out. I'm thinking about taking some herbal tablets to boost me xx

Ladies whos around need a second opinion xx

I’m around for the next half hour or so

@sauty can u see that xx

@sauty can u see that xx

ABSOLUTELY I CAN! Wow!!!!

@sauty so it's not just me then? I done that about 8pm xx

No that’s a defo like as far as I’m concerned and a nice red colour too. It’s not a squinter and it’s not a grey scale colour.. I think you got your positive! Eek so excited for you! 👏👏👏

Fingers crossed. I got another one that I will do in the morning. I'm in a bit of shock ATM coz I really thought I was out with the bleeding xx

Omg @AutismFamily that is definitely a line!!! I am so excited!! I've inverted it and it's even more obvious, although I could see it easily anyway without doing that. Make sure you update us when you test this morning but I think this is it hun, so so so happy for you!! Xxx

This is this mornings one not sure again now xx

I can still see a half line but I’ll be honest it’s not as bright as yesterday’s.

I agree with @Sauty - it's not as clear as yesterday, but it looks like there's still something there?

That's what u thought xx