2WW... The longest wait

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Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

Oh no @AutismFamily did AF come? I'm so, so sorry xxx

@AutismFamily oh no, so sorry. AF is cruel.

Awno @AutismFamily I’m so sorry 😔 xxx

Bfn for me this morning x

Sorry to hear that @Sauty. You're not out til AF comes xxx

Yh woke up to slight bleeding xx

Oh @sauty I'm sorry. I'll probs be joining you tomorrow. Deffo not feeling any different to other months. You're not out till AF though

@AysLon I will keep my fingers crossed for u Hun xx

I'm so so sorry @AutismFamily, I really thought there was something on those tests. I'm heartbroken for you xx

I'm gonna test in a few days to see as my mum had periods for the first 7 months of her pregnancies xx

Today.

Forgot to add picture. 😬

@sauty I think I can see something cx

Tmi question ladies but what is your period blood colour and what would u say is light or heavy bleeding xx

Bright red, panty liner light, tampon/pad for medium heavy.

@sauty so mine is sometimes a grey sort of purple,a few dark red red clots like dark red wine and sometimes it's a pinky or very lightest red. I have had a panty liner on for 2 hours and all it had was a little smudge like when u cut yourself and u clean up the blood that has dried (dose that make sense) xx

@Sauty I've inverted your test hun but the suns too bright for me to see the screen properly! Will look later when I'm inside but see what you think xx

Thank you, Nothing there as Far as I can see.

How are you getting on @Sauty? Anything today?

How are you feeling @AutismFamily?

Got my 3+ last night which I was t expecting for a couple of days, so I'm starting to let myself hope things are going in the right direction now xx

Brilliant news @peasando it’s defo sticking in there. I’m honestly thrilled for you hun. How are you feeling? Xxx

Hubby is at home and I’ve had to swear off testing until after af is due tomorrow. So mean 😡

@sauty have u had any symptoms Hun xx

Aw @Sauty that sucks! I think I'd be doing a sneaky one lol!

I'm feeling ok but totally knackered, my son who's usually a great sleeper was up all night and just wanted me, DH would not do, I swear he can sense something is going on.

@Autismfamily no symptoms really, if anything my boobs are less sore today than they have been for the last week. I may be starting with a af headache if anything, but it was so warm yesterday and I’ve had a raging thirst like many I’m probably just dehydrated. I’m not itching to do a test or anything as I read an article yesterday about early testing. It said if you do and it’s negative it just brings massive disappointment or you end up doing more and more. Or if it’s positive, you don’t believe it so you do more and more, or you end up finding a cp and then that’s heartbreaking. Stupidly I read it to hubby and now I’m sworn off testing til af due. It’s right though really I guess. 😔

Worst park of pregnancy @peasando is the first trimester tiredness! Just look at it that your giving all your energy to that little embryo giving it a good fighting chance.